Ms MARILYN.

is so hard to let go. i miss him.

2010-03-13T07:14:00.002+08:00

i still trying really hard to not think about it..
but is so hard can?
my heart aches & my tears drop every now & then...
i kept digging friends out to keep me accompanied...
but still, i cant forget about it...

ytd someone told me something that makes me feel super duper upset.
i hopes that the person didnt tell me lo.
maybe at least i feel better?
but know the truth also good la...
at least i know he is doing far much better than me..
hais...

i reach home not long ago...
now my everyday life is exactly the same as 1 yr ago...
out during the noon until next day morning so home wash up then if cant slp then wait until afternoon dig ppl out again until next morning...
since the break up, i haven lie on my bed until now...
im so afraid of lying on the bed...
cos i know i confirm think of him de...
this break up is more worse than the previous one...
i 1st time never slp for more than 2 days almost 3...
1st time never eat for whole 2 days...
totally got no mood at all!
hais, now feeling extreme super sad la!

everything ended jus like that...

2010-03-12T01:51:00.002+08:00

i dont think i should say it here...
cos we quarrelled over my previous post...
well...

we broke up.

i still cant let go...
i love him so much...
yet he can say break jiu break without a bit of sadness in his voice...
i felt so... hurted...
i tried talking nicely to him... i tried begging yet it doesnt help...
so...
i tihnk this time he really giving me up...
he really meant that he dont love me anymore...

is so hard to let go...
so hard to forget...
so much memories...
our 1 yrs anni is on 15th march...
hais...
too bad, is my fault for not cherish him...
everything is too late le...
no more turning back for me le...
he is leaving me for good, forever....

i love him, deep in my heart, i still miss him...
i hope he left me then he can concentrate well in his studies...
i know is beocs of me that his studies become like this...
well... im sure of it, becos is he tell me de...
so i hope he will use this good chance to study hard for his future...
i hope he choose to leave me is a good decision for him ba...
so that he can study well...

lastly, i only wan to tell him :

baby, i love eu...
i know nth else i say will make eu change eur decision le...
but jus wan to let eu know that,
the past 1 yr, i really enjoyed those happy times with eu...
thanks for showing me so much love & care...
i love you!

upset :(

2010-03-10T17:45:00.003+08:00

im so down again :(
hais.
sososo many things happen can?
this whole week he is too busy for me :(
tot wan watch movie but...
too bad.

hais.
i ytd found out that he still contact the girl which he promised me not to (unless for impt matters)
there's nth else i can say.
i jus wan to ren...
ren ren ren ren until i cannot ren liao then i make that decision ba.
now jus try to keep going out with my friends to make me forget everything!

jus now his friends tried to make fun of me.
they used his phone & texted me.
' im very horny rite now le lap po...'
when i saw it i alr confirm not baby send de.
i jitao reply ' _|_ who the fuck are eu? '
then they still continue fucking ard ' baby la... eu like that also wan angry...'
hais. im so fucking irritated can?
i today alr extreme no mood liao yet they still wan play such things.

i jitao call & then baby ans say is his friends do le...
he was saying sorry to me & yet at the same time laughing away too.
FUCK?
so he thinks that it is funny too?
hais wadever i got so pissed off & sended him a msg telling his friends that not happy come straight find me dont step 1 behind the phone.
then he replied said the friend say sorry to me.
pls la... sorry got cure?
i told the friend say if i stab eur gf le then say sorry got cure?
then he told me say he only send the msg not he write de.
pls la...
5yrs old also know that if eu follow the robber go rob but eu din rob, eu think police will catch eu not?
retarded!

then baby sided them as i expected...
he told me dont go too far.
as if is my fault that it started.
i speechless again lo.
used to it le...
i must ren also.

1 yr de anni coming liao...
i dont wan to quarrel over such things anymore.
i will try my very best to maintain this relationship...

im so down down down down down!

2010-03-07T16:16:00.003+08:00

back posting again~
this few days was so sucks la!
quarrelled with him until he wan to break up :(
he say is becos of my attitude, becos i cry easily & becos im a smoker.
anyway he said he give me the ans the next day.
end up we didnt break lo.
wadever, this alr over.

i tot things will be better for us alr.
but NO im wrong.
ytd we quarrelled again~
i morning go his place find him then he say he dont wan where to go.
i say i wan play pool.
mybe we can go timah.
then he say 2 person play very sian so he go ask his chun.
then end up call guangrui & tingjun also.
but we went bugis instead.
i tot we wan to play pool de.
who knows we ended up in the arcade until 9.30pm.
i was like..... 'fuck?!'
then finally go pool liao.
i played ard 3rounds i think.
then they say wan close le.
need to catch last transport.
=.-
at that time, baby was playing his psp,
tingjun listening his music,
guangui & chun still at table.
then they say wan close table yet no one go forward to close it.
so i took my wallet & go close the table then baby came forward to scold me!
did i do wrong?
wadever, he scold me saying why should i pay?
i was like.... 'say close de is eu all yet not moving de is eu all so i go close la'
i was pissed off.
but still i gave in & said sorry to him.
then we go mrt lucky still got last train.
but jus now then i pay for the pool i forgot take baby's ez card from the person!
then baby ask me to take train home myself while he go back take the card
i dont wan i insist of pei him go.
then we quarrelled over this.
end up he go take then go take bus himself & i wandered alone at bugis until almost 12 then go take bus.
i ended this quarrel by saying sorry to him & wait for him to cool down lo!

then at night he told me he going cck for soccer with yun feng & co the next day.
then he say he dont wan me go becos he dont wan me to stand under the big big sun waiting for him.
i say i dont mind but he say he mind.
he also say becos chun is not going then no one pei me.
i was like... ' fine, i lan lan liao'
then i stay at home lo.
then jus now call him he say he with chun ltr going soccer with him also.
i speechless.
there's nth else i can say :)

rotting blog :D

2010-03-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

i damn damn damn long nvr blog le~
months liao~
so many things to say...
so many things happened :(
happy & sad...
so much...

firstly i wan to talk about my 18th birthday!
i wan to thanks all my brothers & sisters for the celebration of my birthday!
&& the most i wan to thank is my jasonsquare!
& thanks everyone for making me be merlion the 1st time of my life :D
also thanks ppl who gave me gifts :D : BABY, blood sister, butterfly, etc :D

lastly, i wan to tell me baby....
I LOVE YOU for doing so much for me during my birthday :D

coming up next, CNY!
gosh, my this year de luck jitao is CMI!
lost :(
sian de lo...

lucky still got left hongbao money for some shopping :D

lastly.... after so much things that happen over this few months....
i finally know who love me the best other than my own family....
there is only 2 person!
BABY & JASON LIOW!
hehes.
both of them can always makes me smile no matter wad :D
so... i wana say i LOVE them!
but love baby more :D

hamham :D

2010-01-18T00:37:00.002+08:00

jus now went out to meet ahlim 1st.
he brought my hamham down!!
hamham look more healthy then mornign that time becos ahlim help hamham bath & wash his wounds.
then we bring hamham pei ahlim go cut hair.
after cutting hair jiu slack around near mac...
awhile ltr we went to my house downstairs de coffeeshop cos ahlim wan eat.
after that jiu slack opp there de void deck.
then ahlim de friend came name... errr...
cockroach in hokkien... ka chua.
lols.
thats his nick la.
then slack until ahliow come pei us...
slack slack slack & went to round table slack.
awhile ltr jurist came & join us.
damn, he is really very bad to my hamham lo.
he go carry hamham then hamham bit him &&& he go throw hamham on the table!
ROARS!

slack until almost 12 jiu go home le...

baby, i love you.

looking forward to pinning game tmr.

upset :(

2010-01-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

10th month anni jus passed...
ytd found out that baby lied to me...
he was suppose to go find wesly & friends..
then that time he got msg i ask him is it from wesly they all.
he say ya...
then after that i accidentally see it...
is from that girl again :(
cried like siao can?
he lied to me becos of a girl he know on9.
damn it. im like so worthless to him?
he said that he msg the girl becos he read her blog & found out that the girl got problem with the bf :(
but whenever i got problem i post on blog did he care?
i told he before le...
all guys confirm will do wrong things...
but rmb to clean it up & nvr let ppl find out...
if he wan to lie to me nvr nvr let me find out...
if not jiu tell me truthfully.

i rather eu tell me honestly i upset a lil.
or nvr nvr let me found out...

wadever, i got so upset & he tell me that last night he wan ton.
hais so wad can i do?
speechless...

thanks god that i will have my JL3 :D
jason lim ; jason liow ; johnson low :D
i want to meet both jason yet 1 too sick other 1 play dota.
then johnson say he can meet me...
so he pei me go ave 8 transfer money & stuff then go jasonlim house downstairs de fitness corner to slack.
slack until 1am like that then jasonlim came down.
jasonliow came down ard 1.30am.
then 2 plus or so johnson jiu go home le.
left 3 of us AGAIN :D
we when ave 8 watch ahlim eat then jiu go slack back at ahlim house there.
then ahlim say morning 6 plus go home de...
but... :P

we found a cute baby hamster there.
omg a cat was standing behind it almost going to bite it i was like...
chiong ar!!! to scare the cat away then we manage to put the hamster in a basket we found there.
the cute hamster's right leg was injured :(
stupid ahlim&ahliow say put it to feed the cats.
damn them! i wanted to buy some sunflower seeds de...
but run to the stores all say they dont sell.
so i bought plain water for it...
when back then we bring the hamster up to ahlim house.
cos ahlim's sis got pet hamsters :D
then we go up his house take food.
lucky the hamster got eat abit :D
then after that we jiu go home le...
end up ahlim's sis say she will adopt the hamham:D
but ahlim got say the hamham cant survive long :(
sadded :(

morning reached home yawn cannot tahan & i fell aslp on my sofa until jus now afternoon 3pm :P
ltr going out meet ahliow ba...
so bored at home.
din meet baby cos he go out with his friend...
nvm i would learn from him....
friends more impt :D
hehes!
i wan more friends friends friends!!
ROARS!

baby, happy 10th month.

i love you.

the rest, speechless.

last chance.

giving it up.

2010-01-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

sch started for 3 days liao.
1st day only go 2 lessons...
2nd day go sch but din go for lesson...
3rd day, i din even go...
find sch so pointless, so boring...

wadever, i even find my life pointless & aimless.
i know i shouldnt think this way...
but... FUCK la i dont know how to change my thinkings!

i tried so hard to control my feelings, holding down my temper...
trying so hard to fulfil everyone...
trying so hard not to be so over sensitive & jealous easily...

sometimes i feel like giving up..
but yet at the same time i cant bear to leave my loved ones.
day by day i feel more & more like dying...
i feel like im going crazy very soon.

WHO CAN FUCKING UNDERSTAND MY FEELINGS???!!!

FUCK THAT GOD THAT BRING ME TO THIS FUCKING BLOODY WORLD!!!

FUCK EVERYTHING THAT MAKES ME UPSET!!!

when love turns sour...

2009-12-28T08:05:00.002+08:00

its been so fucking long since i last posted.
hais~
went to LA & vegas for 2 weeks~
back & found out so many things has changed...
so many things as happened...
sososo many things...
ppl that i love, all changed.

anyway i spend christmas with baby.

last few days kept ton-ing away.
last night too...
& becos of it, quarrelled with baby.
since when our love became so fragile?
i wonder...

jus becos i din reply?
or becos i last min say wan ton?
but when he did those things did i say so much?
wadever.
he said he dont feel like meeting me today...
so...
kill time myself.
wait until he wan meet then meet ba.
jus 1 call, i will be there.
jus 1 word i will shoo far far away.

wondering should i go & jus take a look at him for a sec at a dist?
everyone say i should not.
but my heart cant bear to :(
why i love him so much?
why everytime in a r/s i had to go through so much pain :(
why being a fucking woof still he is not satisfied?
i wonder... wad should i do?

should i go back to the past.
being a woof?
brothers & sisters says no.
but my heart tells me that if i do, maybe he will be happier.
& we will have less quarrels.
brother told me that if 1 day i cant take it anymore i should let go...
but i really dont wan to...
i believe i can endure it de...
i can alr fucking endure that jerk for 2 whole yrs why cant i endure now?
anyway he is diff from the jerk, i believe we can last long.
if i wan to.
i will only go away if he asks me to...
i will only let go if he throw me away :(
i wonder ... will he?

he said that he cant give me a lot.
did i expect a lot?
i guess i did...
i wan to see him EVERYDAY.
but i dont mind travelling all alone to find him & jus seeing him for 1 sec & go home myself.
even seeing him at a dist without letting him know.
will it trouble him a lot?
i jus dont wan him to hong.
is it hard?
can eu believe that eur bf can tell eu go hong & he dont mind?
i wonder... im i his gf?

last night i cried at the playground while talking to him.
look up & saw HDB.
i tot of death.
damn, i dont know why i feel like dying so much everytime i quarrelled with him.
the pain... something that words cant express.
it is worse than stabbing eu in the heart.
last night i had a urge to see my blood drip off myself.
jus a urge, i didnt do anything at all.
jus a almost.

friends friends friends.
is friends more impt?
i think so ba.
none of them ever make my heart hurt so much.
they always manage to cheer me up.
they are always there.
he make my tears flow.
they always make them stop.

i felt so bastard.
i rmb brother said that i always with boyfriend.
i felt so guilty.
all my brothers treat me so good.
not to say brothers, even my friends.
i wont forget them...
they always stand by me.
always help me up whenever i fall.
always dry my tears when i cry.

still rmb last week.
becos i was feeling a bit down.
so drag jason lim & jason liow to ton with me.
&&& they treat me to damn good.
sponser me fishes & prawns.
eat & drink.
everything i say that they could afford :D
i 'kidnap' them for 12 hours.
& cos they is kinda 'willing' la :D

friends friends friends.
i should learn a bit from him.
friends are impt.
maybe much more than own boyfr or girlfr.
but i know, i will nvr learn la!
everyone who knows me know it.
i love my boyfr more than i love myself.
i wonder... when he will turn back & say i love you?

my love turns sour.
should i dispose this sour sour love?

NEVER NEVER NEVER will i dispose it!
i will i will say but i nvr did it :D
my love for him is so deep.
i love you.

sentosa with baby,

2009-11-22T00:07:00.003+08:00

today many things happened~
got happy things, got unhappy things.

finally know how ppl think about me.
feeling so lost...
speechless~

there's always a chance~
make the mistake once, can be forgive & forget.
make it twice, can be forgive but yet learn to change.
thrice, it shall be the last chance.

it is not when a person make the mistake once & eu have the rights to sentence him/her a death sentence!
everyone, every living things deserve a chance. maybe not more than 1 but at least 1...

so eu this fking asshole, nvr judge a person or sentenced him/her becos of 1 mistake.
human will make mistake.
jus like eu made mistake too.
go think about how eu make use of ppl's kindness~
go think about how eur friends helped eu through when eu are broke?
go think about why eur friends gave in to eu without agruing with eu?
after this thing, eu seriously changed my impression of eu in my mind~
eu are simply a sucker!
asshole la!

anyway stop about those bad stuffs~
good stuffs coming up ~

today went sentosa with baby & friends :D
had a great day :D
but i got sun burn :(
until very very very jialat :(
sososo sian~
go sentosa play the whole day until evening time we all go vivo eat kfc :D
yummy!!
went home quite late :P

baby, im sorry for all my wrong doings :(

i will do my best to control my temper & stuffs ok?

i love you :D

muackz!

supermeal 83 :)

2009-11-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

today kind of tired, so i woke up late~
reach sch at 10.30am, so me & butterfly go cafe3 eat breakfast :D
finish breakfast go lecture, after that break, so we go pool :D
after pool, so for WFB then last lesson ca nvr come so after WFB we jiu go off le~
together with beng, we 3 took bus24 back to amk & alighted at butterfly's house there.
butterfly pei me & beng wait for bus853, after we board, she went home :D
then we take until yishun & went walk walk awhile :D
walk until baby finish sch then beng go take bus home i go bus stop wait for baby to come :D

he reached, we mrt-ed back to bishan & go walk walk there :D
today i finally got my phone line le :D
happy liao :D
then go back his place & his aunt cook dinner for us :D
yummy !!

then finish we jiu go back room use com & chatted :D
baby send me to amk at ard 9 plus~
reached home at 10.30pm :D

baby, i love eu sososo much :D

1914 ; 1915

muackz!

cant wait for the day we both hold a white jet :D

i miss eu badly now :(

arrghhx! i guess is all my fault~

2009-10-30T00:43:00.002+08:00

today go sch for awhile, then sch ended.
took bus back to amk with butterfly & adrian.
from there i change 853 to yishun to take bus to baby's sch~
went into his sch find him & waited for him at the basketball court~
when he finished, we go take bus to change mrt back to bishan~
go his place slacked, use com & had dinner~
had great fun until night he send me to amk~
reached home at 11pm~

damn it!

sososo fking irritated!

i wonder, is it my fault that all this things happen?

i guess so la...

i so fking hate myself can?

i dont make anyone happy!

FUCK!

i dont know wad else to do anymore.

it seems that no one understand me :(

i miss my brothers :(

i miss my happy times~

baby, ily.

supermeal 80*

broke record.

LOLs

<3 my baby ; DennisPiayJW

2009-10-25T22:57:00.006+08:00

many things happened the last few days when i din post~
good & bad~

recently got a gan-nuer from baby named dorin~
met up with her & her bf,desmond the day be4 to bugis for a walk~
nth much happen on the day~
jus that i start to learn pool again!
baby teach me play de!!
& baby also bought me a black satin shorts :)

then ytd when hougang mall with baby to pei nuer for lunch~
then we went pooling with her & her another friend.
then ltr jason & siru came to join us~
i went off at 6pm for a dinner with my family~
yummy!
sososo full :)
reached home at 9.30pm but i go out meet jason, siru & jy until midnight 1am~
baby was so angry~
duibuqi baby!
muackz!

today morning woke up at 11am++
then prepared & ask granduncle to drive me to baby's place!
then reached, went up & his aunt was about to leave for work.
& after that i had lunch at his place with him & his mother :D
hmm the food is good but i nvr ate much due to my ulcer & sore throat :(

finish eating then we went back room to use com & wait for baby to prepare before we left home to bishan inter there to let baby cut hair.
&&& before leaving home, baby took alot of pics of me & i took alot myself too :P
today baby nvr take pic with me becos he say he din wax his hair =.-
lame excuse~

left house ; cut hair then we meet chun & naomi at bishan & took mrt down to somerset~
1st stop, MANGO!
baby bought me 2 basic tees!
1 short sleeve & 1 long sleeve :D
look simple but i love it!
becos is from baby!
after that we left there & took train down to bugis for steamboat :D
oh my tian arr!!
sososososo damn it full!
eat until like siao sia~
anyway finish eating at 8+ & we when for a walk at junction :)
baby bought me MUJI de milk tea :D
then we also go see see watches & stuff~
din buy anything else le~

left bugis at 10pm~
reached home ard 10.30pm~
actually baby wanted to send me until serangoon only~
but i say i wan him to send me to hougang~
end up i still give in & say nvm lo~
he then he alr insist to send me back home~
i asked him why & he replied :
jus wan to pei eu longer & also quite long din send eu home le.
i almost faint when i hear this...
i felt so happy la!

up next...

PICTURES!

baby, i love you!

i cant say the T____Y__ for the mango tee.

so... i can only say i lovelovelovelovelove you alot!

muackz!

but with or w/o the tees, i still love eu alot alot!

i miss eu so much right now :D

think.cried.dead

2009-10-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

today morning overslept but still got go sch~
skipped last lesson & pei butterfly take bus 24 back to amk~
she then pei me wait for 853 to yishun~
after that i from there changed bus 811 to baby's sch there.
waited awhile my phone flat liao =.-
damn it!
so i sit there wait & wait & wait until 1 hr ++ he then come out~
but then is ok la... cos ytd he also wait for me :)
actually i dont mind waiting for him...
but is that my phone flat so i scare he go off without telling me :(
but lucky didnt lo :)
meet him le then we took bus to change mrt to cck :)

reached lot 1 before chun reach so we 2 go m1 shop see see.
asked about the white jet phone~
still have come out for m1 yet :(

after that when chun reach we jiu go up food court eat pepper lunch :)
after eating then wait for naomi come then we go popular buy baby's pen.
then go down mac slack until benji came.
then slack awhile more jiu go subway there pei naomi eat & baby bought me cookies!
awhile ltr benji left 1st & we waited for connie to come & chatted until 9.30pm then go buy sushi!
bought sushi then me & baby left 1st~
took mrt to amk then baby pei me wait for bus he jiu go home le!
reached home before 11pm.

i really dont know wad's wrong with me...
dont know is only this week or wad...
i jus suddenly felt happy & awhile ltr became sad.
mood swings?
if it is, this is the worse mood swing i ever had~
those mood swings are killing me.
i dont know who to turn to anymore.
him?her?they?them?who?
im lost, im so damn lost...

baby, sorry for causing so many unhappiness to eu.

sorry for being so unreasonable at times,

quarrelled with eu for stupid things.

im so so so sorry.

but eu really treat me damn good today!

i miss eu so much right now.

baby, i love you.

updates!

2009-10-18T23:36:00.002+08:00

din post for the last few days...
many things happened~

friday :

baby & benji&pohyi came simei for pool~
until 4 like that we go eat at cafe1~
then go took mrt down to town to meet the rest~
walked ard town until night then baby send me home~
suppose to go home & slp & next day go bugis with baby de.
then on the way back home saw my mom & quarrelled with her~
lols.
so i went up with baby to my house took so clothes & go down take cab to baby's place to stay over for a night~

baby, i hope eu understand me ok?

& so sorry for causing so much trouble!

i love you baby!

saturday :

suppose to leave house at 2pm ++
but we stay at home lazy to go out until 5+ like that we go take bus to change mrt~
when in mrt, naomi called & jio us go town again~
so we took mrt & stopped at somerset~
we pei naomi go robinson to find her things~
after that we go mac eat!
eat half way & chun came to join us :)
after eating we go walk walk ard~
then tot of playing pool but no table!
then we walk until a new shop then open to let ppl catch toytoy de!
baby changed 7bucks to try~
try until 6th dollar still din get.
so baby tried the last 1... & with that 1 dollar, he caught 2 toytoy for me!!!
2 golden doraemons :)
sososo happy la!
this is the 1st time someone ever caught me a toytoy :)
& also baby's 1st time that caught 2 toytoy with 1 credit!

after that we left there to parklane for pool.
watch them play pool then after that 10.30pm left there to take mrt back to hougang :)
baby sent me home...

baby, gosh!

i cant believe that eu caught the toytoy lo :P

im sososo happy la!

muackz!

sunday :

today woke up quite late...

after that i use com until 2.30pm go out meet jason~

slacked awhile then we go 511 de coffeeshop eat lunch.

after lunch then he went home while i meet mommy & the rest under my blk & went to uncle's house together because today is my uncle's birthday.

go there i also din do anything other than staying inside my cousin room using his laptop :)

use until night time come out eat cake & then home sweet home.

baby, i today whole day din meet eu :(

miss eu so much!

i love you!

see eu tmr ok?

muackz!

7th mth anni!

2009-10-16T01:56:00.003+08:00

morning went sch afternoon...
finished sch st. go take mrt to tiong bahru meet baby & friends to take my cheque~
after drop cheque then go eat mac with baby :)
eat finish jiu go take mrt back to bishan :)
go baby's place to use com & stuff~

celebrated our 7th mth with cooking dinner together :)
this is 1st time i cook a salmon :P
& the result... taste absolutely delicious :)
crispy on the outside & soft in the inside :)

after that we chatted & use com until night then baby send my down to cab home :)

baby, i love you sososo much!

muackz!

i know we will last :)

looking forward to 8th mth :)

cry&smile

2009-10-15T00:41:00.003+08:00

today loads of things happen!
1st, din went sch becos i overslept, & i quarrelled with my mom before go out.
so i went baby's place find him~
sososo tired so i sleep awhile at his place, ard 1 hour+
then he wake me up & we had lunch together :)
yummy!
today lunch is delicious!
2 bowl of rice each with : curry fish & salmon!
although both is fish but... I LOVE FISH!
hahas~
had a full full lunch then back to room & chatted.
kinda unhappy about somethings~
but anyway we talk thing out~

after that baby cheer me up & abuse me!!!
hahas
he throw me on the bed jus like those wrestling ppl do !
lols it doesnt hurt but it is fun~
hahas~

today baby had a bad headache :(
dont know why....
it is like on & off~
then he still going cck find his friends, actually i dont wan him to go de.
i scare ltr he headache.
but he wan go so i cannot do anything also :(
anyway now he is safe & sound at home~

then until like 7 plus we left his place to bishan inter.
i meet with jy & his gf, teresa~
cos wg went off le~
then baby go take mrt to cck~
i then pei them~
tried to talk to her but damn, she gave me attitude~
gl with me also!
i damn angry lo~
anyway after that manage to make her go home so we go take mrt together.
on mrt i sit alone while they 2 sit together~
then we alighted at city hall to change then suddenly theresa okok liao~
lols. at 1st attitude me then suddenly ok liao~
dont know wad jy say to her~
anyway after that we chatted about our plan~
& send her back home!
reached her place then the mother say go downstair to talk~
chatted until almost 12 with the mother then finally everything settled~
then we go take cab back to hougang~

home sweet home~

baby, sorry for all those cryings AGAIN~

hehes. im jus a crybaby :P

anyway now alr passed midnight so...

happy 7th mth anni baby!

i love you lot lot :P

supermeal 71

& i love the 'throwing' today :)

muackz!

when no one know eu.

2009-10-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

long story today~
so many things happened & i dont know how to start it too.
jus that...
im tired, i really do.
hurt so much when the whole world dont understand eu.

baby told me that i had to try to change my attitude toward brothers...
but thats the way i am & this has been for yrs.
my heart felt so painful.
i admit that i appear to be kind of bad to them.
but i believe in their heart they understand.
no matter how harsh i treat them, whenever they had problem i will try my very best to help them.
can anyone in this world understand me?

this hurt me so much that i hate myself.
damn.

baby, ily.

supermeal 70

ups&downs

2009-10-12T23:55:00.004+08:00

overslept today :(
cos last night slept at 4am though i lie on my bed at 2plus =.-
suppose to meet butterfly at 8.30am =.-
& i woke up at 9.30am =.-
lucky my granduncle at my place~
then he fetch me to sch :)
i reached sch in 20mins time :)
i even reach earlier than butterfly they all~
wait for them to come then go up class together.
after class go to pool centre then stay there until very long & missed our lecture~
then after that go for another class =.-
even more boring!
then last class, my ca's lesson =.-
cannot run de :(
& we late for her lesson for 30mins~
lols.
kan kan kan!!!
sianz =.-
ended sch early with bad mood!
dont ask me why!

left sch & it was raining so took bus31 to change bus24~
reached amk & slack with butterfly until night time~
go point meet jy for awhile~
then he pei me took bus72 & i alighted at my place while he took until tamp go find gf~

reached home less than 30mins~
wg came my place find me~
pei me go down talk talk~
then we go eat fries :)
yummy!

after that he send me back & HOMESWEETHOME :)

brother wg!
thanks for being there for whenever i need eu :)
even though day or night!
eu're one of the best ! :)

brother jy!
thanks for everything eu done too!

baby, dbq ; ily.

supermeal 66!

2009-10-08T22:48:00.002+08:00

today morning baby call & wake me up.
then i stay at home use com awhile the prepared & my granduncle send me to baby's place.
before going up i go buy cheese fries & bubbletea :)
baby was kinda surprised when i called & ask him to open the door :)

anyway, had great fun there.
watched him dota & i use com also!

evening time then he go cook dinner :)
yummy!!
had my fav salmon!!
hehes~

finished dinner then we rest awhile & use com until night time baby go bath & prepared.
9+ left house & bused to mrt & trained to hougang.
baby then send me home :)

baby, i love you so much.

hope eu enjoy today :)

muackz!

supermeal 66

i love you.

supermeal 65 ( 50% )

2009-10-07T23:31:00.003+08:00

had great fun for the pass few days :)
baby treat me so good even when i throw tantrums :P
dont know why suddenly he so good, but anyway i love it :)

had too much fun that i din post last few days.
today morning woke up prepared then cab to baby's place becos my ankle hurts.
then after that stay at his place with chun & guangrui.
ard 6+ go take bus to bishan inter to meet naomi then we trained down to town :)
went far east to eat :)
yummy so nice lo, thanks to naomi's recommendation :)
after that pei baby go down to buy his 'XXL chicken'
then we walk to ion to shop shop~
things are sososo expensive :P
anyway went to muji & bought my milktea!
wanted to buy the pancake de, but sold out :(
sadded.
after that we slacked inside ion until 10 like that then me & baby go take train & the rest to far east.
today baby din send me home, beocs he very tired!
so he take mrt with me until serangoon he alight to change circle line while i take to hougang.
reached home before 11pm :)

tmr going to baby's place to help him with his project * actually is to disturb him *
hehes!

baby, i love you so much!

muackz!

looking forward to see eu tmr!

i miss eu!!!

bad day, it almost ended...

2009-10-03T04:45:00.002+08:00

last night whole night din slp until morning 6plus.
woke up at 5pm + in the evening...
rot at home for awhile then i go up shawn's house find him :)
pei him for awhile then wg came to join us.
we 3 together walk until mrt there then shawn go off...
while me & wg go take 161 to woodland.
damn, the bus is sososo cold lo.
took very long before it reach woodland.
after that we go change to mrt to cck.
go lot 1 there meet wg's uncle...
tot only he 1 person, end up he bring his children along...
i so damn ps lo..
but nvm still join him, then he treat us go eat sakae :)
yummy so full lo...
after that chat awhile the me & wg go take mrt back to yck there to change bus 72.
then took to ave 8 there & walk to find liang & their friend, ping.
after that we slack awhile then jy came...
slack awhile more then we all send liang home, & her friend also go home.
me,wg,jy took bus 325 then wg alight at his house there.
jy came my place...
he din go home tonight & ton at my place...
ltr morning i going point with him to find hongrui then maybe slack awhile then i go home...
cos afternoon still got work...

baby, we had came this far.

together or not, eu make the decision.

i love you.

gona miss baby so much :(

2009-10-01T23:51:00.003+08:00

last night cant slp until morning 5plus then slp.
woke up at 1 plus prepared then go to baby's place.
reach his place & he still slping =.-
after awhile he jiu wake up le =.-
then open door for me...
after that he play dota i play l4d...
night time ard 7plus we go down buy bubbletea & wafer & cheese fries...
yummy~
then go back his place eat & use com until 10plus he send me down to take cab.
reached home at 11plus~
wg is coming to find me ltr...

& today is wg, my brother's 17th birthday!
wg, 17 liao...
hope eu know how to think before eu talk hor!
& really thanks for those times when i really need eu
& eu confirm come find me de!!
anyway meet me often ok?

baby, things are getting better i guess.
hopefully will be better.
though tmr not meeting eu...
but i will miss eu lot!
eu said that eu are gona meet me on sat&sun de hor!
cannot go back on eur words!!
supermeal 63!
i love you.

i guess, this is the last chance.

2009-09-30T23:23:00.004+08:00

last night din slp.
morning took bus to meet baby the go eat breakfast at mac.
then after that go to his place.
hais long story...
im so going crazy le.

left his place at 9plus to j8 to buy things.
after that he send me back home by mrt.
reached home, 10plus~

baby, im so disappointed.

this is so torturing, i rather eu end it the quick way,

compared to the slow & painful way.

eu make me hate myself so much.

i kept thinking why am i so stupid to believe guys again & again.

why? i dont understand...

if eu think that is time, jus kill me.

pls, end it fast & quick.

i will thanks eu instead.

supermeal 62

relationship ; friendship

2009-09-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

last night i din slp until morning 5am ++
then i woke up at 5pm + today.
had a bad dream :(
called baby then stay at home use com...
until ard 7plus meet siru for less than 10mins~
then she go liao =.-
damn, so i meet jasonlim & his gf.
slacked awhile then their friends came so i go meet alvintoh.
slack with him awhile the jy came so he off home prepared to go camp.
then i slacked with jy until 9 like that i pei him go wait for bus.
after that i jiu go home le.
sianz =.-
today quite bored...
tmr meeting baby le!
i miss him so much can?
hais.

baby, i so miss eu.

sob :(

im so miss baby's arm as my pillow! :)

2009-09-28T02:17:00.002+08:00

27th sep :

suppose to wake up at 9am then too tired.
& today got work at 1pm~
end up din go work.
cos ytd i drink abit too much than wad i can take it.
so hahas din go work.
baby also din go work...
yawns, i woke up at 3plus in the afternoon.
i dk baby woke up at wad time but i only know he wake up much earlier than me.
i rmb him kept trying to wake me up but.. hahas *oink*
after i woke up we both use com until ltr ard 5plus eat our breakfast+lunch+dinner.
then go back use com until at night ard 8plus we left there.
cab to hougang then baby go take mrt to cck to find his friends.
while i go bbq, for my brother birthday de.
eat abit there cos i quite full.
then say bye to all my relatives then i go home eat mango cake!!
yummy!

then use com...
until 12plus i go meet shawn pei him to ave 8 for his supper.
i din eat but he treat me a ice milo :)
then we slacked & chatted awhile before walking home.
he send me back 1st then he jiu go home le.
reached home at 1am plus.

baby, i sososo hate my bed :(

i more used to eurs.

& i wan eur arm compare to my pillow!

i miss eu.

enjoyed myself today too!

muackz!

supermeal 61

26th sep :

morning woke up went kovan there eat breakfast with family.
then go home prepared to go work~
today not alot of customers~
anyway finish work at 9pm & cousins they all came to find me~
so i talk to them until 9.30pm then i go take mrt to batok to find baby & his friends.
in the train, i was so damn angry lo!
a crazy man in his 40's came to step me purposely before he alighted!
damn it, so painful lo!
anyway i called to baby & complain to him!!

when i reach batok, jus right baby came to fetch me.
then we together walk to the place to find the rest.
walk half-way then going to reach liao then baby piggyback me to there!!
hahas so damn fun lo!

reach there hear them sing then drink abit then awhile ltr baby & chunyong go pool.
i din go i pei the rest there listen to them sing.
they force me to sing too!!
hahas i so malu la!
cos my singing suck to the core!

anyway sang then naomi bring me to go find baby & chunyong.
pei them play pool awhile then we go back.
had great fun then after that we total got 10 ppl then we split to 2 cabs take to some coffeeshop which i dont know where=.-
slacked there some eat & some drink~
after that chat awhile then jiu go home le.
me & baby cab from there to bishan & the fare is ard $20 =.-
counted as cheap le ba...
then we bathed & had candlelight before sleeping at 6am in the morning.

baby, this is 5th candlelight #60

i really really enjoy myself today.

sorryfor letting eu worried when i cried.

but im really happy that eu are by my side, when i need eu.

baby, i love you.

banjamin chee's 10yrs old birthday!

2009-09-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

last night meet up with shawn at 4am =.-
we chatted until 5plus he then go home~
after that i nvr talk much with baby he jiu go slp le :(
i morning 7plus then slp..
then i woke up at 4 in the afternoon.
baby say afternoon meeting me de so i wake up jiu call him.
but... he say he meet his teacher :(
sadded anyway i spend my time at home until baby come back to meet me at 6.30pm~
we went to venus for l4d :)
played for 2hours then baby send me back home.
reached home before 10pm~

today go out din spend much, played 2 hours, eat & drink together we spend $10++
i wan to pass baby so money but he dont wan take :(
but he nvr notice that i actually put 4bucks into his wallet :P

tmr got work :(
so sian lo!!
then dont know whether baby got time to come pei me go lunch a not~

today is my precious brother, BENJAMIN's 10yrs old birthday :)
i wish he can recover & be back as normal!
ben, i miss the times when eu call me jiejie, when eu squat down & insist that i carry eu!
i promise, as long as eu can recover, dont matter wad eu wan i will try my very best to fufil it!
ben, jiejie love you :)

baby, happy that today is able to meet eu.

although only meet few hours :(

but at least better than nth :)

i miss eu so much!

boring & miss baby loads.

2009-09-24T23:07:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 2plus thanks to brendan's call =.-
then i called baby let him know~
after that i on9 & also called jason to ask him to meet to slack.
then i ard 6plus like that go down meet alvin 1st~
slack until 8 like that then go meet jason~
awhile ltr jy came~
we slacked until 9.30pm like that then go home le~
today so bored :(
nvr meet baby also :(
damn miss him~
tmr going meet him ba :)

baby, i din meet eu today:(

missing eu badly:(

but nvm tmr we meet ok?

i love you :)

muackz!

supermeal 59 & baby's aunt birthday!!

2009-09-23T23:58:00.005+08:00

last night din slp~
then ard morning 6am plus cabbed to baby's place.
used com & slept until 11plus wake up~
prepared & we cabbed down to bishan with his mom & aunt.
waited for their friend & the daughter to come then we all took mrt down to town~
alighted at somerset then walk to orchard central de ' ah yi tian xia ' restaurant to eat.
yummy but the food is so expensive!
the abalone so ex!
i had the pork cutlet rice w/o the abalone while baby had the chicken cutlet rice w/o the abalone.
the price diff or with abalone & w/o is $7++
means 1 small abalone is $7++ so ex lo!
anyway me & baby din order the 1 with abalone!
finished the meal & the price for 6 ppl is $200++

after eating we walk walk ard there & baby bought me a new ez-link card holder!
winnie the pooh de, got shiny shiny also :)
& aim a handphone pouch!
is damn damn damn chio lo is bling bling & got studs de.
cost $15.90 wor...
after i buy new phone i must go back there to buy the pouch!
we walk until tangs there & bought baby's slippers & shoes then his mom jiu go work le.
then their friend & the daughter went off.
so baby's aunt, baby & me we go to amk together.
help baby's mom to buy things then we go take bus back to baby's place.
btw i bought new nail polish also.. is shiny purple :)
reached baby's place then his aunt go home 1st.
while me & baby went to buy bubble tea for her & also bought cheese fries for ourselves :)
at baby's place use com...
he teach me play dota!
quite fun but yet complicated!
i want to train again!!
then play l4d after that we ordered mac delivery.
eat until 11pm then i go back for l4d until 11.30pm like that then go down cabbed home :)
today kept cabbing =.- lols.

tmr baby maybe not going to meet me..
but nvm...
i today enjoy so much!

baby, im really happy today.

is been so long since i can be so happy with eu :)

i dont know why but i felt so happy,

when eu said eu wan to be like be4.

i also miss those sweet times :)

i really love eu a lot.

supermeal 59 :)

i love you dearly.

muackz!

movie since long long time ago :(

2009-09-23T02:33:00.002+08:00

today woke up by jason at 2plus~
baby suppose to morning me but he din.
this is alr the 3rd time he din morning call he when he say he will.
but she jus said once & he morning call her.
wtf?!

anyway woke up prepared & meet jason to slack awhile until 3plus~
went home waited for baby...
he bought tickets for 7pm de.
but i 5.30pm called him he say he still at dhoby there playing pool.
he still say he will come hougang fetch me before going for movie at amk hub.
hais.

anyway he reached my place at 6plus~
took bus down to amk & jus right go in awhile jiu start le.

watched G force.
the show quite cute lo!
finish the show then we walk walk ard hub jiu go take bus back to hougang.
went to playground there to talk talk.
hais i dont know whether this time still works not.
but i guess not.
im still dont feel loved by him.

he sended me back home by 10plus lo~

baby, dont give me hope.

im so scare, becos it always bring me disappointment.

my heart shattered into a million pieces.

i dont know wad else to do.

eur the 1st guy i ever love until so painful.

dont hurt me anymore will eu?

i really dont know how long more i can endure.

i dont wan to say goodbye to eu.

i afraid that day will come.

it hurt so much...

pls baby, love me the way eu used to can?

i miss that eu so much...

supermeal 58 :)

2009-09-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

lsat night din slp, went out at 4plus.
cabbed to baby's place~
watch him play dota until 6.30am~
we then slp until afternoon 1pm ++
he woke up 1st & accidentally elbowed my back~
he dont even know that he elbowed me & i actually woke up & fake slp.
saw him go on com & i open my eyes & stare at him.
anyway he got shocked when he saw me staring at him.
after that i ask him to on the 2nd com for my to play.
he play dota & i l4d until half-way we both hungry...
so he ask me help him with his dota while he go prepare food...
i dont know how to play jus anyhow lo~
anyway he came back with ice cream instead =.-
i tot he going take so food in that can fill us up =.-
finished ice-cream & his dota then he go prepare lunch~
had lunch then back to room continue his dota & i continue my l4d~
play until evening time we prepared & left house to amk~
he pei me wait for bus then he jiu go off le~
reached home at 10pm today.
then ard 12.30am wg came over to find me & slacked awhile at my place until 1.30am then he go off.

tmr dont know where to go =.-
baby also cannot confirm with me whether bringing me for movie not...
jus becos he dont know whether he going out with his friends not.
wadever, i dont wan to put to much hope in it~
cos normally putting hope in him will bring me great disappointment.
used to it alr.. hais.

baby, misses

supermeal 58~

love you.

toothache!

2009-09-20T00:47:00.003+08:00

damn it!
i got fking toothache :(
sososo painful & unbearable.
last night i kept turn here & there due to the pain.
morning woke up & cannot tahan so go eat a painkiller.
go work that time still ok wont pain.
then work until 6plus wg came to find me, pei me go walk walk.
until 7plus he go off then i work until 9 & my dearest baby surprised me :)
he msg me telling me he still in mrt & next min, he is behind me :)
anyway im happy lo.
hahas, he waited awhile for me then we jiu go off together :)
my baby is so sweet to me today :)
he know i din eat for dinner so he alr tabao chicken rice for me :)
we went to take bus 101 back to round table there to eat.
i shared with him cos i see his eyes kept staring at the rice.
after eating we slack awhile more until 10plus.
he jiu send me back home le.
i miss him so much.

reached home & my toothache started!
damn, i tried to bear with it...
until 12plus, i cannot tahan le!
went to take another painkiller, but this time the pain is still there...
hais if ltr before i go bed still pain then i jiu go eat panodol liao!
hais!! toothache, go away pls?

baby, the moment i saw eu,

tears almost rolled down.

do eu know i miss eu so much?

my dear, i love you.

quarrelled.

2009-09-18T23:53:00.003+08:00

woke up late.
suppose to meet up with johnson to surprise siru at her place.
but she come over to my house nearby.
so change of plan, i meet johnson at my house here.
johnson came & jason went home to change.
johnson slacked with us for awhile & chat with siru he jiu go off le.
waited for jason to come down then we go take bus to tamp to meet that idiot jy.

reach there & his so called 'gf ' went home =.-
damn it lo. tot can see her de =.-
anyway celebrated for siru with a cake :)
after that the guys go buy 2 bottle of beer back to share.
then we still very curious abt jy's gf.
so we went up her place and called her house phone.
( she dont have a handphone, thats wad she told jy. )
we stand outside her house while calling yet we dont hear any phone ringing.
but then we can see light from her window & can hear a bit of tv de sound.
anyway, i think this so called ' gf ' got problem de..
lols.

then we left there & went over to zijian's place there.
we 4 slacked at playground chat until 10plus we left there.
siru go zijian's house while we 3 go take bus back to hougang.

i reach house ard 11plus~
then at 12plus i go out meet wg until 1plus go home.

baby, nth more to say.

jus misses.

moody~

2009-09-16T23:47:00.003+08:00

told baby to morning call me today again~
& he din again~
dont know why.

woke up at 12plus~
rot at home until 4pm then go meet jason & siru~
slack awhile the go to mall~
siru bought her things then we go pasta mania~
pei siru eat~
after that baby came & joined us~
then we go tabao bubbletea & 1 packet of chicken for baby.
then we go find voideck to slack~
baby had his rice while the 2 of them do homework~
we then chatted until 9plus then baby go home.
we 3 continue to slack there until jy & joel came at 10pm~
slacked until 11pm then we all go off le~

tmr not gona meet baby :(
i also dont know where to go le~
anyone free?
lols.

babytoot, i dont know wads wrong with eu today.

eu so no mood but at least jus now i manage to make eu smile:)

i really dont wan to see eu upset or wad...

anything jus tell me ok?

dont bottled it up in eur heart.

i love you dearly!

muackz!

6mth anni :)

2009-09-15T23:05:00.004+08:00

today woke up late...
part of the reason is baby never morning call me as promised :(
anyway after that i prepared & went to meet jason & siru for awhile.
ard 3plus i go take bus88 with siru while jason go home.
reach baby's place at 4plus :)

watch him play dota then i also play l4d :)
today i played the map no mercy :)
play half way only... then baby jiu finish his dota le...
so i let him play for me while i use facebook :)
after that we chatted & then went down to buy cheese fries & bubble tea :)
came up & baby say he going to prepare dinner...
he said that the kitchen is out of bounds to me :(
so i stay inside the room & use com lo.
roughly ard 7plus baby jiu done le :)
yummy!
he cooked some stir fried pork, deep fried chicken, cheese tofu & salmon :)
yummy all so nice lo :)
had great dinner :)
after that we watch tv together & also use com :)
ard 10plus baby send me down to wait for cab :)
tmr meeting baby again :)

update last friday 11th sep : 4th candlelight #55 :)
supermeal #56, 14th sep.

babytoot, im so happy today :)

time flies so fast & we were together for 6mths.

i know we can last :)

& im looking forward to our 1 yr :)

baby, promise me, we are gona last alrights?

supermeal 57

i love you.

muackz!

bored :(

2009-09-11T12:40:00.003+08:00

ytd forgot to post =.-
reached home too late then lazy to post le~
ytd woke up quite late after that at home rot until afternoon wg came over my place find me.
pei me go round table there slack to wait for jason to come.
slack very long then he haven come =.-
so i asked wg to pei me to interchange to make my ez link card.
after that we took bus101 to ave 8 to ask about my psp thing.
damn expensive sia =.-
so din do after that we walk back round table meet jason.
on the way saw qianhui & her friend~
chat with her a while we jiu go off le.
slack with jason & wg at round table until around 6 plus then jason go home.
me & wg go up my house becos stupid wg say wan use toilet =.-
after that jason came up my house meet us then we go to take mrt.
but last min wg dont wan go =.-
sianz go he go off while me & jason go take mrt to city hall.
walked to suntec then call jy to come out lo.
slacked with him for awhile then pei him go back.
saw a few friends there...
ard 8pm me & jason go marina sq eat...
cos need to wait until 9 pm then jy finish work.
finish eating then we walk back alr 9pm le...
when he finish we go take mrt together back hougang.
each bought a cup of bubbletea after that slacked at round table.
chat until 12mid then jason go home while jy send me up my house :)
actually is i ask him to pei me de cos i scare :P

last night lie on bed still not tired.
slpt at 4.30am in the morning =.-
ltr going out with cousins for sakae at kovan :)
looking forward lo!

will be back posting tonight maybe...

babytoot, din meet eu ytd...

kinda feeling a bit heart pain :P

i guess is miss eu too much ba.

nvm gona meet eu tonight right?

i love you baby. i always do...

troublesome bitch.

2009-09-09T23:29:00.003+08:00

today's date : o9/o9/o9
today woke up late~
meet up with jason to slack awhile jiu cab down to baby's place.
watch him play dota while i l4d awhile.
after that i sian le so lie on bed wait for him to finish his dota & pay attention on me :)
he ard 6plus finished~
after that we had a talk.
actually i dont know things would turn out this way...
anyway we talked things out~
felt much better after that but still not very happy abt it!
damn it, but at least the rest of today we spend time together happily :)

alrights, the problem between me & him is still not solve,
but i believe this problem will go away soon!
i hope so!
but im not gona post the problem here.
maybe not so soon yet... :)

babytoot, i hope eu really know wads the problem.

& hope eu can solve it real soon.

& this thing make me v.v.v irriated & hate her as well.

i trust eu, but i dont trust her.

i hope eu rmb wad i said today.

i love you.

supermeal 54

6days til our 6mth anni :)

glad enough :)

2009-08-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 12noon~
prepared & went out to baby's place.
used com at his place for awhile then wait for him to prepare we jiu go out le.
took mrt down to bugis for lan~
play ard 2 hours then go long john for dinner.
yummy! eat until very full~
after that we go walk walk street & bought baby's bemudas~
after that took mrt back to hougang to meet up with jy & jason.
slacked until 10.40pm~
then baby send me back home~

babytoot, i love you.

miss eu badly right now :(

muackz.

supermeal 50* :)

2009-08-29T23:58:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 1pm~
use com awhile then go prepared...
had maggi at home 1st before i go out.
went to busstop & saw jasonlim.
din manage to talk to him becos when i saw him, he was alr boarding the bus.
after that i got call him & told him then i saw him.
i board bus88 to bishan change bus52 to baby's place.
went up myself & then use com at his place.
he play dota while i play l4d~
slacked a while then ard 7 we go down to buy cheese fries & also buy my bubble tea :)
went home to eat it after that use com again then ard 9 left his place.
baby & i took mrt back to hougang.
he sended me home today :)

babytoot, im sososo happy today.

happy until dont know how to say it :)

i love you so much :)

muackz.

supermeal 50 :)

fucked.

2009-08-27T23:13:00.002+08:00

today morning meet up with them then go sch.
go for cms for a while jiu break time le.
then go eat after that go down pool.
after break go for afd.
cher recap bank recon.
after that dismiss then we go for bev use com until 2pm jiu end sch le.
when to take bus back to amk then slacked awhile i jiu take bus159 go hougang meet up with jason to go home together.
then reach home eat dinner after that 8pm go down meet jason help him go his things.
slacked until 9plus then jianyong came to join us.
chatted until 10.30pm went home.
when reached my house outside saw shawn.
then chat with him awhile & reached home before 11pm.
today din meet baby.

babytoot, today i din meet eu :(

missing eu but there's nth i can do.

i know currently im not in good mood.

i also dont know why.

but jus wana say im sorry.

i love you.

happy? unhappy? idk.

2009-08-26T23:04:00.002+08:00

today morning went sch alone reached at 11am~
went for lecture then ofa~
after that go pool jiu go afd.
actually got test but i dont know how to do.
so cher ask me, junhao & weitat to go over & she teach us.
finished lesson at 4pm & baby came over simei to fetch me.
we go tamp eat mac :)
after that we stay there walk walk.
kinda have fun lo.
after that we go take bus72 back to hougang.
reach there jiu go slack slack at round table then baby jiu send me home le.

babytoot, today im happy enough that eu came to fetch me.

i love you.

enjoyed.

2009-08-25T23:54:00.003+08:00

today morning woke up last min not going sch.
becos if chest pain & start to feel breathless also.
so i took bus88 to bishan change bus162 to baby's house downstairs.
wait for him at there & kept bombing his phone also.
i guess he last night very late slp thats why he never ans his call.
bomb until 10plus he finally ans le.
then told me he last night slpt at 2plus then i told him i under his blk.
he was shocked so he go took a bath & came down to find me.
he took my jacket along too.
after he came down then we sit there chat chat awhile jiu go take bus le.
took bus to amk & went Vland for l4d for 3 hours.
cos 3 hr $3 only.
then finished & come out at 3.30pm~
took bus back baby's place.
i use com for a while he fell aslp.
then i go wake him up & ask him why he so tired...
then he told me the truth.

he last night whole night din slp.
he until morning 6 plus 7 then go slp..
i rmb last night when we on phone that time he still say wan morning call me de.
but i told him dont need.
he said he actually wanted to go my house downstairs wait for me de.
then send me to amk or sch...
becos he still upset for wad happen ytd.
but he din come la.
nevermind la.
actually i heard wad he said im alr touched enough.
then ok lo i let him go slp.
then i use awhile jiu pei him slp also le.

we both slp until 6plus.
suddenly baby's phone ring.
i tot he will ans but he din.
so i shake him to wake him up.
he slp like nobody business...
anyway finally wake him up & took his phone let him see.
is benji called de.
anyway after that we both wake up jiu go make hot food le.
hmm today's dinner is the best la.
cos i from ytd morning until jus now before dinner, i never had any meal at all.
i skipped all my meals :(
today at baby's place i had 2 bowls of rice :)
the food is so damn nice lo.

tmr i should be going sch le.
hais :(
exams coming & i still owing a lot of homeworks.
very sianz la!

babytoot, i love eu a lot.

& miss eu so much.

brothers, billion thanks. boyfriend, sry? idk.

2009-08-24T21:24:00.005+08:00

last night i din slp a wink at all.
morning went over to his place at 9 waited until 10am & then realised he going to malaysia.
so, there was nth i could do...
wanted to wait for him at bishan until he come back...
but...
wadever it is...
cried at the bus stop but who cares ?
i dont know..
meet up with junhua at 2plus at amk...
after that go back to hougang to meet jianyong & jason.
really million thanks to them for cheering me up & talking to me instead of shoo-ing away from me.

jason,
thanks for eur tissues & comfort.

jianyong,
thanks for cheering me up & also i hope those punches wont hurt now.
really million thanks for let me punch eu to vent my anger.
really felt so comfort went eu said that 'eu happy jiu hao'

junhua,
thanks for eur time & comfort too.
meet up soon.

today i really wan to thanks my 2 brother jason & jianyong.
if not for them i really dont know wad to do.
they are always there for me.

there are many things i should not say here.

suppose to post it to other blog...

but im really too tired le.

maybe another day ba...

baby, nth to say to eu.

jus that... i miss eu.

coughing away~

2009-08-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

today woke up at 12noon~
waited for baby's msg until almost 1pm but never received.
so i called him~
realised that he woke up earlier than me but never msg me~
so nvm then i go eat & watch tv~
after that called baby & told him my plan.
which is go to thomson cc there de lan shop play l4d together.
cos i got direct bus there he also got.

ard 3plus i called him asking him whether he prepared a not.
& he say he jus going to start another dota match :(
then i talk to him on phone as if i talking to wall~
he like no time to reply me like that.
then i ask him eu busy ar then he say ya.
damn it! then i kup the call.
hais then hougang here going to rain soon le~
if i dont go out means ltr i will get drenched~
so i msg him tell him & he replied : if rain eu stay at home lo.
WTH?!
i was fcuking fed up.
then i din reply him le~
i jiu ownself go take cab to his place.
damn his dota like so damn important than anything else lo.
he is still having fever & he dont even care.
hais....
i reach his place & he told me that he gonig to bath & go play l4d with me.
hais i really dont know wad he is thinking la.

anyway we did go but there no com so we go downtime...
play until 8plus we jiu go le~
dont know wad i suddenly felt so no mood~
& started to attitude him.
hais~
end up he take 165 with me.
i ask him to alight at amk to change bus home instead of sending me back.

tmr i dont feel like going sch...
hais
dont know wads wrong with me.

babytoot, iloveyou.

half way through recovery~

2009-08-22T23:37:00.002+08:00

finally im free from my fever :):):)
though im still having serious cough~
but fever are more terrible & scary compared to cough :)
& becos i had no more fever, i had a good slp until 1plus in the afternoon.
then after that i texted baby & had my lunch at home~
the same light lunch again then i use laptop~
im supposed to wait for baby to text me before i can go prepare to leave house~
but he din, so i text him 1st~
but he also din reply~
i waited until 4pm like that then i prepared & left house~
went to take bus88 & then change bus410~
when i board 410, i text him again & he call me back~
then baby came down to fetch me~
before going up, we went to buy 2 wafer & 1.5lit coke home.

at his place i make him rest & cannot use com while i ownself play l4d :)
play awhile i jiu go pause & go take a face cloth put ice inside & put on baby's forehead.
D: is all my fault thats why baby will sick :(
is i spread to him de :(
sorry baby! let eu suffer so much :(

i kept on changing the ice when it melt & also change the position from head to neck & then head again~
but i realised that the more i put the ice, the higher the fever :(
i also tried to wrap baby up in blanket to make him sweat but he jus wont sweat.
hais :(
i really cant think of anything le...
then i no choice... i tickle baby, make he turn here & there.
make he laugh & tried to stop me ( though he cant )
awhile ltr, i realised he started to sweat :)
so i continued to tickle & stuff :)
until he really sweat until his fever go down a bit...
then ard 9 plus we left house & go down take bus~
took bus52 to change bus88 until amk change bus165~
baby took 165 for 1 stop jiu alight go change mrt to meet his mom while i took all the way home.

reached home earlier than my parents so i gave them no chances to nag at me for late coming home :)
then ltr at night ard 11plus, weiguang & liangyu came to find me to talk awhile.

babytoot, hais im sorry that i spread to eu my sickness :(

but i really tried to make eu recover :(

hais i wan eu faster recover :(

i love you.

muackz.

my fever went up & down, so is my mood :(

2009-08-21T23:42:00.004+08:00

today morning woke up with a fever, AGAIN!
38.7 & i sososo no mood & dont feel like to move at all.
then i forced myself to eat some light lunch & took my fever med~
awhile ltr i start to feel better again :)
so i go paint my nails :)
&& it look disgusting!!!!
anyway i meet jason at 4plus after his oral~
slack until 6 go home prepared jiu go out at 7.30pm de~
when going out i start to feel unwell again :(
but i hack care, jus go out & meet jason to take bus together to venus~
supposed to meet joel at 8pm, but we waited until 8.30pm he haven come~
so we msg him saying that he dont need come alr cos we only go in play 1hr jiu go le~
then means only me & jason go in play, played death toll & half way of dead air jiu go le~
took bus 82 back home & 1 stop away, we alighted =.-
becos jason say he feel like vomitting~
after he finish his vomitting, we took 325 for 1 stop~
then go my house downstair to rest awhile jiu go home le~

reached home & i all the way lie on the sofa :(
i like dont have the strength to move at all~
anyway after all that i went to prepared & had my med :(
i so stupid, accidentally spilled my med :(
actually... before i go pour my med, i tot of skipping my med tonight.
i very lazy to pour & the med taste sucks :(
i still prefer my baby feed me :)
after that i go take my temp & is 38.9!!!
damn it.

i miss my baby so much today.
beocs i din meet him today, also din talk much to him today.

babytoot, i know where i wan to go tmr le.

i wan to go to eur heart & i wan to be the only VIP,

the only 1 who can access into it :)

promise me to bring me there tmr ?

i love you baby.

miss eu badly :(

muackz!

im sick again~

2009-08-20T22:07:00.002+08:00

today woke up felt so sick so told me dad im not going sch~
i slp until 10plus wake up~
ard 12plus i had nasi lemak de rice with 3 sotong balls :)
not much appetite & having a headache too~
ard 1plus i wore a black tee with a thick jacket & took a nap with my blanket without the fan.
i suppose to meet jason at 2.30pm but i overslept until 3pm~
i woke up sweating away & told jason i meeting him at 3.30pm~
i reached on time & he called & said that he will be late for 10mins~
lols i waited 20mins before he reach~
it was so damn cold lo, even though im wearing a jacket.
we slacked until 5plus then baby came to find me~
we slack for awhile more then jason went home while baby & me go up my house~
i went home took money & leave baby's bag at my place~
then we went down took bus to interchange.

we go to the clinic going to see doc de~
reach there at 6.30pm but the doc went for dinner until 7.30pm then will come back~
so we went for dinner too~
i had porriage & baby had noodles.
i couldnt finish my food :(
after eating jiu go back to clinic sit until is my turn~
after seeing dic, he gave me 2 days mc~
then jiu go buy jason buy his top up card jiu go to round table le~
meet jason again for awhile chat then jiu go home le~
baby insisted on seeing me eat med le then he go home~
:( sadded la~
i dont like med :(
then i tot of eating sweets :)
but baby dont allow :(
end up, baby feed me med :)
after eating med sit for a while & watch tv then baby jiu go home le~

tmr baby got pool after that he meeting friends which means i not meeting him le~
but nevermind i sick so should stay at home rest :)

babytoot, if tmr eu not coming to find me, is ok de~

dont worry, i will stay at home & rest de.

im so happy that eu fed me the med :)

i love you baby.

muackz.

i hate my life.

2009-08-19T23:15:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up prepared & left home at 7am to go take bus72 to tamp to meet aslieen & winnie.
meet them at 8am then go take bus 31 to sch~
went up to class for lesson until 10plus~
then i go find adrian for a while jiu go down pool there find them le~
at pool there for a while jiu go eat at c2~
had a yummy breakfast.
after that go for lecture & spend my time there rotting away~
many ppl were slping away & suddenly... i heard a girl infront of me snoring =.-
those who were near her all laughing away & she still din wake up~
lols, after lecture went for ofa~
i ask adrian to coem into the class to pei me~
he sit beside me playing dota while i use facebook :)
until the cher dismiss then we go down pool again~
hang at pool until 2pm then go up for afd~
today got freaking test & i dont know~
so i slp through out & i din even hand in my ans [ which is also a blank paper ]
when i woke up i jiu go tell cher im sick & i went off early.
meet up with adrian then go wait for bus24 together~
adrian alighted at serangoon & i alighted at amk to meet junhao~
slacked awhile i jiu go take bus to baby's place.

while waiting for bus i was sms-ing baby.
he told me he was alr in bus410 :(
sadded then i ask him whether he waiting for me or going up 1st~
then he say he is tired & wanted to go home 1st~
i was sadded :(
but nevermind lo~
try to be independent~
when i alighted from my bus & the 1st person i saw was.... BABY!
he said he wanted to surprise me thats why he tell me that he not waiting for me :)
im so happy lo :)
went up together with my precious baby.
used com for a while & we heard... ' ling~ling~ling~ling'
yeah is ice-cream time :)
went down to buy ice-cream :)
when finish our ice-cream, he start to dota while i play l4d :)
until 8plus we stop & had a chat~
talk to baby about many things~
after that ard 10pm he send me down to wait for cab~

tmr i should be not going sch le~
im gona fall sick again :(

babytoot, rmb our sakura ok ?

endure to the end :)

i love you.

mauckz.

i hate the mood swings.

2009-08-19T00:32:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up saw junhao's msg say not going sch so go back slp until 8plus then wake up~
had breakfast at home then slowly go prepare my things & left house at 9am++ ~
went down and took bus72 to change bus854 to yishun interchange~
from there i took bus811 to baby's sch there~
i around 10.30am reach there & go sit at the void deck to wait for him to dismiss~
meet him at 11am++ took mrt back to bishan & change bus410 to his place!
had lunch at his place together with his mom & aunt~
after that we 2 went to the room & use com~
he use the new com to play his dota while i use the other com to play l4d :)
play until 3pm he go prepare to go out~
we left house & cabbed to amk then baby pei me wait for bus he jiu go le~
i took bus165 alone back to hougang & meet up with jasonliow~
we slacked a while then i go home change & we 2 go mall together~

he going to buy his dnt de stuff while i need to go do my bus concession.
after that we go back my house there slack a while jiu go home le~

babytoot, im glad that today im able to meet eu.

but i dont know why hais~

now i suddenly no mood.

im sorry to let eu worry.

i love you.

muackz.

i told baby the secrets.

2009-08-17T23:10:00.002+08:00

last night slpt at 3am~
should wake up at 6am but i know i wont wake up on time~
so i set my alarm at 5am :)
i snooze until 6am then wake up :)
woke up & prepared then meet them at amk go take bus24 to sch~
on the way to sch i slp for awhile~
reach sch went for afd~
dont really have the mood to study~
so i slack all the way until section head came in to look for 3 of us~
we went out with her to the stairs for a talk~
results : 3 of us dont have to go for CMS today but instead go find SH to do our ca2 with her including weitat~
when we go back class cher going to dismiss le~
so we pack our stuff the dismiss jiu go down pool centre~
watch them pool awhile then weitat came & 4 of us go c3 eat with adrian~
after eating go ofa to use com~
then dismiss at 2 jiu go find SH at staffroom~
had great fun with her lo~
she is such a good cher :)

finished at 4plus then go take bus back to amk~
send butterfly back then i go take bus to baby's place~
today he never come down to fetch me becos he busy doing the com thing~
so i went up myself~

reached for a short while and he is still busy with his things as if im invisible :(
he got talk to me but din look at me for more than 2sec :(
sadded lo :(
anyway cannot blame him also becos he wan to faster make finish the com so that next time we can play maple together at his place~
then he found out that his keyboard & speaker got problem~
so we plan to go down to simlim to change then he send me back to hougang~

be4 that we had a small serious talk~
i told him about how i felt this few weeks~
i talk about it until i cried~
but end up i felt better after saying everything out~
then baby told me that tmr he maybe not meeting me becos 1 of his classmate passed away due to a fall this morning~
gosh, when i heard this i cried again~
life is sososo brittle :(

then we prepared & went out.
when in the mrt i then found out that i left my phone at baby's place~
OMG~
bobian i faster chiong to simlim to change the things then go down buy ice cream~
faster go mrt took train to bishan & bought a coke at mac & do baby's ez-link~
then faster go back home~
reached his place at 9 pm~
so i used his new com to play facebook while he use the old com to play l4d~
ard 9.40pm we go down wait for cab~
damn it! the 1st 3 cabs were taken by the ppl ahead of us though we came 1st~
then we tried to flag down the opp side de cab~
3 city cabs pass by & they din see us :(
waited damn long for it~

finally board 1 & reach home at around 10.30pm with the fare of $6.80~
now posting then i going to bed real soon~
damn tired le~
yawn!
continue tmr ba :)

babytoot, im sorry for the stupid things i do again~

i truly love eu with my heart & soul!

i promise to tell eu everything in my heart as long as eu do the same too ok?

i love eu!

when i free then i go do the blog thing :)

baby, i will miss eu tmr :(

see eu on wed then :(

muackz!

imagination is scary & it often makes me cry.

2009-08-16T23:39:00.002+08:00

today woke up at noon & texted my baby~
after then prepared & had lunch at home~
went down to meet jason to slack for a while~
then went back home to prepare to go my ah ma house for gathering~
reach there at 6 plus & started to watch show from my cousin's psp while he watched show from mine~
watch until my mom came back with my mcspicy :)
yummy then finish eating continue the show until my cousin, joanna finish eating~
when she finish we jiu go out together to compass :)
she pei me go buy my nail polish, ear sticks & hair clip :)
also helped her mom to buy breads & my mom to buy cotton wool.
finish buying we jiu go down to cold storage to talk to my friend~
talk a while jiu go off le~
took lrt back & continue with my show after that~
watched half-way no choice had to stop cos going home le~
on my way home i texted baby again.
becos he whole day din text me :(
actually i din text him 1st becos i wan see he will play until wad time then will rmb me~
but he totally forget sia :(
im sadded~
anyway i text with him all the way until i reached home~
now he is having his supper ltr we are going to chat on phone :)
looking forward to it~
becos today i din meet until him & im damn missing him now :(

babytoot, im missing eu do eu know ?

today din meet eu :(

so tmr i wan to see eu ok?

i love you :)

muackz baby!

5th month anni.

2009-08-16T00:27:00.002+08:00

today is the 5mth anni with my dearest baby.
happy but with some not happy at the end of the day~
afternoon we met up at hougang mrt then trained down to dhoby to buy movie tickets then went to parklane for lan~
L4D for 2hr plus & with a can of coke each, we only paid a together of 50cents~
lols after that went back to ps to queue for popcorn then to the movie~
nice movie~ really very funny~
after movie went for a walk around ps then jiu took a train back to hougang for swing~
all the while we were very happy~
until at the swing~
baby started emoing~
hais~
*long story*

met up with johnson & jason until 11plus baby went off 1st~
then a while ltr jason go off & me went home a little while ltr too~
reached home call baby to talk things out~
but~
hais nvm~
dont really wish to say in details~

end of today's story~
been so long since i last posted~

to update,
3rd candlelight is 9th aug~

last supermeal was 14th, #49

babytoot, time flies & we are together for 5mths alr~

looking back, it seems fast~

but looking at our goal, it seems so slow~

baby, i really wan to reach the goal together.

i dont wana lose this r/s too~

though this few days things din went so smoothly for us~

but, i believe we will last becos, I LOVE YOU!

supermeal 42 :)

2009-07-26T00:24:00.002+08:00

today was a very very bad day :(
woke up by baby at 2pm~
prepared & ready to go out at 3pm~
but i din go out becos ds haven charge ok~
baby went down to orchard himself~
i went out ltr to go bugis find him~
but when on my way, i quarrelled with him :(
big quarrel :(
hais cried & i called jasonliow to come out pei me~
chat with him & he cheer me up~
after that i go take circle line & meet baby at bishan~
though he still seems so unhappy but i tried my best not to irriate him further~
all the way until his house see him make his com things tidy his room things~
then when we going to go out that time, he suddenly hug me :)
wakakakas... finally he not angry liao~
then we went out happily go wait for bus to mrt to go bugis~
went to buy his com & everything then so eat mac for dinner~
yummy :) after mac we go for l4d :)
chunyong came to join us there then after 1 round of l4d jiu go take mrt home le~
today baby never send me home but nevermind :)
becos i know he need to carry things back will sending me home will be very xinku for him :)
so i good girl, i went home myself :)
he send me until serangoon then he go change circle line :)

reached home before 11pm~
tmr going to cut hair cos today no time to go cut~
after cutting hair should be going for l4d if not jiu go baby's home use his new com :)

babytoot, today is a very sad day :(

im sorry & i know i should not be so unreasonable & hot tempered :(

im regretted for shouting at you in those calls & hanging up your calls :(

im truly sorry & i love you:)

supermeal 42 :)

muackz.

im in pain!

2009-07-24T23:23:00.002+08:00

few days never update liao~
lols~
20th : go sch then after that got meet baby to go his house for l4d~
21st : same thing~ [ if i never rmb wrongly ]
22nd : same thing~ [ if i never rmb wrongly ]
23rd : din meet baby, finished sch jiu st. go home for maple :(

24th :

today woke up prepared & meet up with butterfly at her house there~
slacked until 11.30am go take bus to baby's house~
reach there go his house & eat baby help us tabao de mac :)
then baby play maple while the 2 of us do nth =.-
after that baby go prepare then i start my l4d :D
a while ltr baby jiu go out liao, we 2 stay at his place :)
i play l4d until sian jiu go see baby's com inside de pics~
saw a lot of his funny funny pics so...
i decided to combine all his funny pics to 1 photo :)
actually tot of setting it as his wallpaper but i din~
scare ltr he scold me :P
anyway currently he still dont know yet :)
ltr im gonna tell him la :)

after the pics things jiu go back l4d~
i played hospital map until last stage i let butterfly play~
then i go play airport de map until last stage butterfly wan to play so i let her play :)
then other 2 map i dont dare play sia :(
maybe next time ba~

around 6 plus went out go down wait for bus to bishan find baby & benji~
while butterfly went home :)
meet up with them then we go down bugis to meet chunyong & vanessa~
we pei baby go find his com see see around ask the price jiu go back to street le~
reach there then vanessa went off 1st the nwe 4 go eat chicken rice~
i shared 1 plate with baby :)
yummy !!
after dinner we go walk walk at junction & BHG until 10pm jiu go take mrt home le~
today baby never send me home but nevermind :)
i wan be independent :D
today i walked home myself but of cos i was also chatting on phone with baby la :)
if baby din chat with me i dont know how i should go home myself then :P

reached home before 11pm~
now going to maple le :)
tmr going cut hair!
so happy like cos i v.v.v dont like my hair now~
looking forward to tmr :)
hopefully will cut until nice nice :)

babytoot, im sorry for throw my tantrums at you again :(

you should know this few days becos of my waist there pain,

then i will v.v.v easy ki-siao de :(

im so sorry la~

i really hope the pain will faster go away :(

alr pain 3 days to 4 days le :(

&& i damn miss you :(

love you too!

im crazy over you :)

2009-07-19T22:47:00.003+08:00

19 July :

today woke up at 9plus~
then i go back to slp & woke up at 11plus~
prepared & was almost ready to go out then baby called me~
oh man, i forgot then he not at home =.-
lucky i nvr go out sia~
then he told me a bad news :(
he said that he maybe not meeting me today :(
i was so sad & angry then i kup his call :(
becos he ytd said that today can go his house play l4d de :(
hais~
then i stayed at home play maple lo~
until 4plus go down meet jasonliow for a while until 5 plus jiu go home le~
help grandma & mother to prepare dinner at kitchen :)
yummy today all the dishes is my favourite dishes :)
before eating, baby called & said that he is free le~
so i faster eat dinner jiu go down take cab to his place :)

reach there 1st thing, l4d :)
after that i pei him eat dinner :)
i know i ate at home but... i only eat abit at his place la :)
after dinner im back to l4d while baby go prepare to go out~
went down took bus to bishan to do my ez card then took mrt back to hougang~
at interchange bought bubble tea then walk to my house there play with fattymeowmeow :)
then baby jiu send me up le~

babytoot, im like so getting used to your place le~

as if is my house not your house :P

wahahahas~

i love you la!

muackz:)

supermeal 41 :)

18 July :

today baby wake me up at 12plus~
i prepared things & went out to take 88 to find baby~
when i reach the 88 bus stop, baby board the bus too~
together we alighted at bishan station then took mrt down to bugis~
both of us go walk walk there then jiu go the lan shop le~
we 2 played l4d together :)
so happy la though im lousy :)
anyway we played together until benji come with his friend~
then we 4 play together :)
but they nvr play the hospital map anymore :(
sadded i only know how to play that map :(
then baby say nvr then ask me to follow him jiu can liao~
so i follow lo but i still new to the game ma then i very slow :(
sadded la i felt like im making the game sucks lo :(
anyway i jus tried la~
though i know i sucks :(
finished 2 games with fking lousy mood~
then we jiu go down waiting for benji & his friend to finish eating then go junction walkwalk~
walk a while jiu go take mrt home le~
me & baby slack at the round table for a while before gonig back home~

babytoot, i dont know whether to say i love today or i dont~

lols wadever it is, im jus happy that you are by my side :)

sorry for hurting eu so much today :(

promised to cut my nails & i will :)

i love you baby, muackz!

i wan be dennispiay's future wife :)

2009-07-17T23:38:00.004+08:00

today morning meet up with butterfly at 8.30am then companied her to see doc~
took number 1st, she was the 10th & the doc come at 9am =.-
the person there ask us to come back at 11am =.-
that was late man :(
anyway after that we 2 go 7-eleven buy our breakfast :)
she had spag while i had sandwich :)
after that we sat & void deck eat then eu chat until junhao came & joined us~
ard 10.45am i pei butterfly go back again~
wait for her to done then we go back find junhao~
after that slack a while jiu send butterfly home le~
after that juunhao pei me wait for bus then he go home too!

reach baby's house there early~
so i sat alone at bus stop to wait for him~
saw his aunt so i go chat chat with her~
then after that baby came we jiu go up le~
had lunch at his house then he prepared jiu go out le~
while i stay at home wait for him to come back at ard 6plus :)
though was a bit scare cos i nvr 1 person stay at home before~
somemore this is not my home lols~
i spend the time playing l4d, watch video & tv~
i 1 person completed the whole no mercy map :)
so happy~
after that baby finally come back le :)
he finished early so come back at 5plus~
so i let him rest while he see my use com :)
then at night i pei him go arcade to find his friends to return him things~
we stay around there for a while jiu go take 165 home le~
today baby, sended me home :)

babytoot, i today felt like eur wife sia~

lols help eu open door, see eu go out & wait for eu come back :)

so fun la, hahas :)

& also our supermeal 40 :)

baby, i really really love it :)

i miss eu :)

muackz!

supermeal 39 :)

2009-07-16T23:42:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up at 5.30am, prepared & went out at 6am~
reached amk 1st then wait for them to come jiu go mac to tabao again :)
shuhui had a burger while i had her hashbrown & drink only~
reached sch late but teacher dont seems to care~
after that finish BEV jiu go for CMS, the ass teacher treat us like invisible~
anyway after that jiu went for break~
when to eat at c2 then after that go pool there watch ppl play~
until break time finish jiu go up for last lesson for the day~
AFD~
tio kan & blah blah blah~

finished sch jiu go take bus to junhao house there slaced with them until 6plus jiu go take bus to baby's house~
i reached before him :)
went up for my l4d sessions :)
today i very good, i finish the no mercy map myself :)

thanks to mine baby :)

babytoot, i love you a lot~

today i also very happy la :)

supermeal 39 :)

thats fast :D muackz!

4th month anni :)

2009-07-15T23:52:00.001+08:00

today is our 4th month anni!
im so freaking happy lo :)
was slacking with butterfly, junhao & weitat while waiting for my baby to finish sch~
around 4plus i went to take bus to baby's house there de bus stop to meet him~
together go up then he watch me play l4d again :)
same thing, i only play stage 1 & 2 becos i very very scare!
hahas :)

today dinner is the best sia!
baby insisted that i have to stay in the room to watch my show while he prepare dinner!
i tot of helping him de but he dont wan~
lols he say he got a surprise for me :)
after roughly about 30mins...
*taa daa*
he was done & i start to lay out the newspaper then before he bring out the food,
he say i must close my eyes :)
i was so damn excited :)
hahas~
finally, he say can open le~
hmm looks great :)
got rice, fishcake, pork & fish :)
i love it sososo much la!

at night around 10plus baby jiu send me down to wait for cab le~
i miss him so badly la!

babytoot, happy 4 month anni to eu :)

i love you so much baby.

i enjoyed our dinner so much today~

including our supermeal 38 :)

iloveyou, i missyou, i needyou :)

muackz!

SICK :( hais~

2009-07-14T23:55:00.004+08:00

today morning woke up at 7am prepared things jiu left home meet junhao & butterfly at amk~
we hang ard there for a while then tabao mac go bus eat~
wow i was so hungry that i finished the burger when i reached the 3rd stop :P
ok, not my mouth big hor is jus that i scare ltr got ppl board bus eat beside me watch me eat like very ps~
so i ate damn fast :P
reached sch late went to class for lesson~
finish OFA jiu break time but we din go eat, we went pool instead~
stay there from 12noon to 1plus~
then back class for BEV~
after BEV suppose to be AFD but Mrs K call 3 of us go home becos we are really sick :(
then weitat cannot go becos teacher dont believe he sick also~
lols after that we 3 took bus 24 then baby board at terah merah de bus stop~
sososo long since baby last came to fetch me~
i also very long never go fetch him le :(

we alighted at interchange then i was damn hungry le~
so baby go old chang kee buy a yam cake for me to eat :)
then we took 88 & change 410 to baby's house~
reach his place then baby go heat up the food for me to eat cos he know i very very hungry :P
had rice with canned satay chicken & steamed egg with tofu :)
though is simple but yummy !
hahas after eating we when back room then i go play l4d~
this time i play myself without baby's help~
i played easy mode & the hospital map
hahas is very easy for ppl like baby but it is very hard for beginners like me lo~
so dont laugh at me :P
i completed the 1 stage all by myself im sososo happy~
tried stage 2 but got some parts baby help me de~
cos i very scare the tank will come >.<
then i very tired so i fell aslp on baby's bed all the way until almost 9pm then baby wake me up :)
had dinner then after that i played l4d again same easy mode & same map~
completed the 1st stage myself again :)
then jiu prepared le jiu go down take cab back~

today the cab uncle very good~
becos he very friendly kept talking to me~
when i was in the cab i was thinking, " gosh he kept talking ltr the fare sure ex"
but omg when i reached home the fare is 6.60 only !
normally more than 7 bucks de :)

still sick & tmr not going to sch~
wait for baby to finish sch then go his place for l4d again!!!

babytoot, tmr is our 4th mth anni le~

time flies :)

& naughty baby, i saw those msg eu send to chunyong last time~

v.v.v naughty!

baby, im sick is not eur fault so dont be so upset about it :)

& i finally played l4d!

baby happy?

supermeal 37 :D

hahas i love you~

muackz!

happy birthday to baby's mommy!

2009-07-13T23:25:00.003+08:00

today is baby's mommy birthday!!
happy bday to her :)
celebrated at seoul garden with baby & his aunt too!

morning went sch late :(
but nevermind teacher never really say anything la~
i finished the hw she given then i go down to cafe 1 with butterfly to buy some finger foods :)
after AFD went for break, the guys ate the girls din then jiu go pool~
until OFA go back class surf the net~
after that go the stupid CMS which is damn fking boring :(
i slpt during that period of time!~
not i never pay attention is she is not even teaching~
lols the whole class is doing their own things including the teacher herself~
din had a good slp becos the room was freaking cold + i was sick~
hard to find a comfortable posture to slp :(
feeling so vexed la!!
she dismissed us at 3.15pm instead of 4pm~
waited for junhao then we together with weitat go take bus back to amk~
i was the only 1 alighted at hub cos i was going to meet baby!
changed at hub de toilet then go over to mrt station meet up with baby jiu took mrt down to bugis le~

reached there jiu go seoul garden le becos his mommy & aunt alr reached before us~
found a sit & sat down & dig in!!
gosh i din eat a proper meal in sch today!
i was damn hungry!
but today this meal really really very full~
can say full until my throat le :)
somemore the smoke kept blowing toward me & baby!
after the meal i then realised, me & baby's hair STINK!
gosh gosh gosh i almost freaked out :(
anyway after dinner we went for a walk at junction~
then his mommy & aunt went home 1st while me & baby go buy present for his mommy~
we din buy it at 1st becos she ask us dont buy lo~
but end up still think that we should get her something la :)
after buying present baby & me jiu go take mrt le~
we went to my house 1st for me to take the 60bucks then went dow to meet jy to pass him~
slacked & chatted awhile then they both send me back they jiu go off le!
reached home i watched tv :P
after tv st. go bath cos i really really cannot tahan the stinky smell in my hair~
now bathed & refreshed, smelled much better than jus now :)

tmr starting sch at 10am & end at 5pm :(
sianz~ dont really feel like going cos im like so sick :(
dont know how long can i endure the sch life gona collapse 1 day!

babytoot, i simply x3 you!

you are everything i ever wanted :)

i love you baby.

4th month anni in 2 days time :)

supermeal 36 :)

2009-07-09T23:58:00.003+08:00

last night i slpt at 4am in the morning =.-
suppose to wake up at 5.30am de~
but as expected, i overslpt... woke up at 8am with more than 40 miss calls & some msgs~
lols prepared & faster go to amk meet them~
decided not to go sch =.-
cos even if go there also for 2hours de lesson jiu finish sch le~
why waste the 3hours bus trip for 2hours class?
slacked with them while waiting for my baby to wake up~
slack until got police come =.-

today is bu xing zhong de da xing~
phew~

after that ard 2plus go over to baby's place find him~
we watched 'night at the museum 2' together~
& then also 'i am legend'~
& lastly 'death race'
all is old show la jus watch for fun de :)

before dinner i feel like drinking soft drinks but baby's house de no more le~
so we together go downstairs buy :)
i wore baby's giant slippers :P
back home we prepared then eat together :)
after dinner baby played l4d while i watch :)
ard 10.30pm he send me down to cab back home~

baby, really really enjoy today :)

i love you so much!

miss eu :)

happy 17th birthday to my beloved baby :)

2009-07-09T00:54:00.002+08:00

8th July :

today is my dearest baby's bday :)
last night chatted with him until pass 12 & i was the 1st who wished him :)
anyway we chatted until 2plus then slp~
yawn~
so tired morning overslept~
my uncle drove me to meet butterfly & guys~
took bus24 & i fell aslp on the bus~
reached sch went for LLA after that go pool~
then to lecture & also OFA~
after OFA we jiu go makan then back to pool there =.-
i was so damn bored there :(
fell aslp over there & bakar go pull my hair!!!!
make me fking dulan~
anyway went back to class for AFD~
fell aslp again =.-
bobian la really too tired le~
for 3days which is 72hours, i only slept a total of 12hours~
damn! i was really freaking tired~
finish sch go take bus back to amk, again i fell aslp~
went to hub with butterfly, junhao & adrian~
pei adrian go change money then we go walk walk at hub~
awhile ltr me & adrian go mrt cos i meeting baby on the train then adrian going home by mrt~
meet up with baby & chunyong in the train then adrian alighted at bishan~
we took until town then went far east find baby de friend~
then jiu go sit outside subway there wait for benji & connie~
benji reached 1st then followed by connie~

we went to wisma de food junction for teppenyaki :)
YUMYUM :) delicious :)
after that baby intend to send me home 1st before going back to join his friends~
but end up they all decide to send me back to hougang together.
lols i so ps lor told baby that i can go back myself but he wan send me back~
anyway chunyong they all stay inside hougang station wait while baby walk me home :)
on the way home i very miss him :(
but still bobian have to let him go~
how i wish tmr i no sch then i can pei baby spend the rest of the night :)

reached home at 10pm :)
now baby is still outside with his friends :)
he jus msged & say he maybe cabbing home ltr instead of tonning benji's house~
so im gonna wait for him to reach home then i go slp :)
yups :)
baby say tmr he maybe coming to fetch me from sch :)
so happy la :)

baby, happy birthday :)

finally eu're 17 :)

i waited so long & eu know the reason why too =.<

baby, i promise eu i will be by eur side forever.

im missing eu :)

ily, muackz :)

school reopen!!

2009-07-07T00:14:00.002+08:00

been so long since last post~
lols~
forgotten / lazy to update due to mapling :)
supermeal 30, 31, 32, 33, 34 all passed :)
anyway maple is not doing so good for both of us,
baby's : lvl53
mine : lvl52 =.-
lols~

today school reopen~
last night slpt for 3hrs =.-
sch was fun anyway :)
worth the time :)

tmr start at 10am :)
i can slp until 8am :)

now going mapling :)
update again :)

babytoot, sorry for all my nuisance today :(

& sorry for 'abusing' eu today :P

well...

girls always tends to have some mood swings once or twice a week ?

but eur lucky, eur baby only gets it fortnightly :)

i love you to the core my baby.

i miss eu so much :)

muackz :)

im so tired~

2009-06-30T19:37:00.002+08:00

last few days been doing the same thing, maple!
started maple on the 20thjune.
today is the 10th day & im lvl 50 le :)
babytoot lvl 51 le :)

last 3 days been going to bugis lan for maple =.-
today jiu never becos babytoot going to his friend the bday bbq so last night we chiong the whole night then morning i cab over to babytoot's house to slp~
wake up & we had lunch together then jiu left house we cab over to amk mrt then babytoot jiu go off le~
i go wait for bus home :)
reached home damn early~
lols should be not going out le ba~
maybe ltr out for a walk jiu go back home~
today i so free yet no one free to pei me :(
hais!
back to maple le~
post again when free...

babytoot, i love you.

MAPLE~

2009-06-24T00:40:00.002+08:00

been quite long since last post~
lols forgot wad i done the last few days~
din post becos been mapling!
back to maple again :)
hmm, i today morning 5plus then slp~
woke up at afternoon 4plus~
prepared then meet babytoot at bugis :)
shopped & look for vanessa then dinner then mrt back to hougang~
took 101 to hougang park then to ave8 meet jy for a while~
babytoot pei me walk back home then he jiu go home le~
reach home at 11plus~
bathed for 1hour :P
out at 12plus back to room for more maple :)

babytoot, looking forward to tmr :)

muackz!

miss ya!

supermeal #29

2009-06-19T00:00:00.003+08:00

today both me & babytoot overslept~
he woke me up at 1plus~
prepared then my granduncle send me over to bishan interchange to meet babytoot~
i reach there less than 5mins he jiu reach le~
then we jiu go library to let him return book :)
after that i go borrow 3books :)
after library we go eat mac :)
we both shared a up-sized mcspicy meal :)
yummy so full lor :)
after mac i drag babytoot to pei my walkwalk ard j8 to look for my black nail polish~
finally bought it at the face shop~
then we jiu go wait for bus to babytoot's house~
reached his place at ard 5plus~
used com & blah then had dinner~
today we both each have a cup noodle as dinner~
then we both create a new maple acc~
i going to start maple all over again with my babytoot!
ard 10plus babytoot send me down to wait for cab :)
home sweet home before 11pm :)

tmr meeting levinia & jy for lunch at bishan!

babytoot, i had a v.v.v super de supermeal today :)

im lovin it :)

muackz!

supermeal #28

2009-06-18T00:08:00.002+08:00

today afternoon babytoot morning call me at 1plus~
i din know lols~
slp until like pig hahas :)
woke up at 2plus then eat & prepared, left house at 3plus~
reached babytoot's place at 4plus~
slacked, use com & blahblah until 8plus~
butterfly & fans cab over & slack with us~
me & butterfly watch DMC while the 2 guys dota~
finish everything at 10plus~
bused home & reach home at 11.30pm~

tmr going bishan the library to return books~
& mac there :)

babytoot, supermeal #28 :)

i love you.

movie day with babytoot, butterfly & fans.

2009-06-17T00:06:00.002+08:00

today woke up at 12noon~
had lunch then used laptop then wake babytoot up at 1plus~
he prepared & came over to my house fetch me~
he reached at 4.30pm~
we left my place at ard 4.45pm~
took mrt down to vivo to meet butterfly & fans~
went to buy tickets then go walkwalk~
almost 7pm then we go buy popcorn & went into the theatre~
finish the show at abt 9pm~
quite a funny show la :)
anyway after that we go arcade then pool a while~
then go outside play with water :)
a while ltr went to starbucks cos butterfly wan buy drink~
after that to mrt :)
butterfly & fans alight at serangoon to chagne bus~
while babytoot & me took to hougang~
but today babytoot din send me home becos he needa faster go home to eat :)
so he send me until hougang mrt he jiu go back take mrt to circle line to bishan to change bus le~
reached home at almost 12mid~
bathed & ate maggi mee~

tmr going find babytoot at his place~

babytoot, is ok that i go home myself la :)

i nvr angry with eu also :)

muackz :)

happy 3rd month anni baby.

2009-06-15T23:59:00.004+08:00

morning woke up by daddy at 9plus~
ard 10plus i brought my new maid back to agent there to do somethings~
left her there then took a bus to point to meet up with yufen ;)
so long din see her le~
finally got time to meet her~
tot of meeting liang de but she not free~
me & yufen go walk walk until ave8 then back to point~
meet ridwan for awhile then we jiu go to void deck slack le~
slack for a while saw donovan & zhengjie :)
said hi to them only~
ard 12plus 1pm like that i jiu go take bus88 to change bus410 to babytoot's house~
wait for him to finish lunch then bathed & prepared~
then we go out together with his mom & aunt~
together took the train to dhoby~
then they take to chinatown while me & babytoot took to outram to change green line~
took to bugis to find vanessa then when to had our dinner at HANs~
yummy! so full lor :)
finished dinner jiu go back to hougang & to hougang green to fetch my maid home~
after that go to pasar malam with my babytoot~
when for a walk & bought some food home jiu go down void deck there~
babytoot wad still deciding whether to go a not~
awhile ltr he decided not to go~
lols~
we went to slacked at the swing there ;)
swing a while then saw 3 kids doing stupid things~
shouted at them then they went off le~
after that we slacked until 10plus babytoot jiu send me back home liao ;)

babytoot, 3rd mth anni le :)

i love you tons!

muackz ;)

13th : bros & sis bbq ; 14th : supermeal 27 :)

2009-06-15T01:52:00.004+08:00

14th :

today woke up at 2pm =.-
1st thing i do is of cos call my babytoot~
he told me that he is at home but he is going out with his friend ltr on~
so i guess i wont be able to see him le~
so i called jason telling him that i going for the campfire & also called liang to come out slack becos she msged me~
awhile ltr babytoot msg me saying that he not going out le :)
& even asked me to go over :)
so happy so around 3plus i left house took bus88 & changed to bus162 to babytoot's house~
reach there by 4.30pm~
slacked used com nap for a while then prepared & left for bugis for dinner at 7plus~
reached bugis at 8plus then go street find connie~
then down to long john silver for dinner :)
yummy~ after dinner back to street then ard 9plus mrted back to hougang :)
lastly, home sweet home~

babytoot, had a wonderful supermeal27 today :)

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muackz :)

13th :

morning woke up at 10plus~
pei my sis go kovan there find my granny & cousins they all for breakfast~
after that they went to kovan while i go home becos i need to go back meet my babytoot~
reached hougang meet him then we go up my house slack awhile~
suddenly wg come my house lols~
say wana park his bike here 1st while he walk over to mall~
but ended he still took his bike there~
ard 4pm me & babytoot meet jasonliow under my blk :)
we 3 jiu walk to mall meet with wg & joel~
went to ntuc to buy things~
brought all things back to my house to prepare~
ard 6plus went down to start fire & stuff~
roughly 7plus then start to bbq~
had a lot of fun in the bbq~
shawn brought nigell along~
& gosh!! he is botak hahas ;)
look like a cute chubby fair monk :)

during half way through the bbq, me & babytoot go up my house~
we went to take ice & marshmallows~
when we came down got 2 policemen there lols~
actually is got ppl go call police say we very noisy~
lols ended up jus take down particulars jiu done le~
after that we still continue to enjoy the night :)

anyway liang came the latest & she brought a friend along~
lols a lot of things happen after that~
long story~
anyway ard 12plus everyone went home except for me, babytoot, jason, siru, wg & liang~
6 of us slacked until 2plus then jason went home while the rest send me home :)
i go home liao then the 4 of them go down to cab :)

brotherjy, i truly thanks you for the things eu did.

brotherwg, i hope eu will learn the lesson.

brotherjason, eu are never forgotten by me :)

babytoot, i really enjoyed today so much :)

i love you :)

mauckz :)

town day with babytoot :)

2009-06-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

today woke up by babytoot, prepared then left house at 2pm~
reached his place before 3pm~
watch him dota then prepared & we left at almost 5pm~
reached far east then meet benji & chunyong go walkwalk~
pei babytoot go stage buy his clothes then we jiu walk to lucky plaza there~
had mac & went over to heeran walkwalk~
after heeran jiu go the new orchard central & slacked there~
after that we all pei chunyong go eat~
then jiu walk to dhoby there & me & babytoot took mrt while the other 2 took bus home!
mrted till hougang then i meet up with mom & sis at bus stop the babytoot went home!
reached home then eat 1st :)

tmr brothers & sisters bbq !

babytoot, i love you tons!

supermeal #26

sadded day :(

2009-06-11T23:44:00.004+08:00

today woke up late :(
suppose to meet butterfly sister at 1 end up we meet at 2plus~
bused down to suntec to find our fans, junhao~
pei him talk talk awhile we jiu go go over to marina square walkwalk~
reach there never even start to walk we jiu go starbucks each bought a drink & slacked there until 6plus almost 7pm~
then we go over to raffles city walkwalk~
never walk much jiu go outside slacked until 10plus!
meet up with junhao & bused back to amk & i cabbed & lastly, home sweet home :)

tmr going town with my babytoot!

babytoot, i miss eu loads~

alr 2 days nvr see eu le :)

muackz!

4days to anni~

eu never know me.

bugis day w/o babytoot :(

2009-06-11T00:34:00.007+08:00

baby, i simply love eu to e core :)

me & my precious butterfly sister :)

today morning woke up late again~

meet them at amk took bus to sch~

went up to class then go break & had our early lunch~

after that went for pool~

pool until about time jiu go for exam le~

gosh it is easy sia becos it is only listening compre~

lols anyway after exam went for 1hr de OFA jiu go pool again~

after pool then AFD until finish sch~

finish sch we stay behind to talk to section head about the CMS teacher~

finish jiu go take bus back home liao~

went home bathed & changed & off i go :)

took bus to junhao's house there meet them & took bus133 down to bugis~

shopped ard until 8plus we went for dinner at mac~

after mac is shopping time again~

finished & we went to take bus but to junhao's house there to slack awhile~

slack until 11.30pm & cab home :)

tmr going out with my butterfly sister to meet our butterfly fans~

lols~

babytoot, today i din meet eu :(

& i miss eu badly :(

i love you!

movie day :)

2009-06-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up at 7plus~
prepared then go amk meet them~
when for breakfast at mac~
after that slack until ard 10plus i go take bus to babytoot's house~
slacked then eat again & prepared jiu go out le~
went down to take bus162 to marina sq to meet shuhui&junhao~
went for a movie, night at the museum 2 :)
funny show sia~
after that go shopping & shopping~
did a lot of funny stuff :)
really enjoy very much :)
walk from marina sq till raffles city :)
ard 9 plus left there for home~
stupid mrt!
got stuck stuck & stuck~
lols~
almost 11pm then reached home :)
tmr got sch & i felt like im dying !
freaking unwell & also tired!

babytoot, i enjoy so much today :)

i love you.

boring ~

2009-06-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

today morning go sch~
self dismiss at 12plus~
went slacking at amk~
ard 5plus go take bus to find babytoot at bball court~
watch him play bball awhile ard 8 like that he pei me go bus stop wait for bus165~
after that he go back play while i go home :)
im was so damn it tired~
slp at 12plus :)
tmr going movie with my babytoot :)

babytoot, i love you.

er ren shi jie with my babytoot today!

2009-06-07T23:47:00.002+08:00

today overslept =.-
woke up at 1plus & prepared to welcome my new maid :)
which also means that my old maid, sutini is going away :(
din realised that she actually was with us for 2 yrs alr :(
gona miss her la!
anyway after bringing my new maid back home then i jiu go prepared things then went out le~
babytoot was alr waiting for me under my blk le!
meet up with him then walk to mrt took it to orchard ;)
went to far east 1st~
shop awhile then pei babytoot go upside find his friend for awhile jiu go off le!
went down & bought 1 XXL chicken & the new ' sweet plum potatoes fries '
taste great :) we eat while walking toward heeran also bought a med coke from mac ;)
finish eating jiu go in heeran walk walk~
actually there is nothing much to shop about so a while ltr jiu go to bus stop took 162 back to babytoot's house~

reach there ard 6.30pm!
so we used com & slacked until 7.15pm for the show, ' night at the museum '
before we finished the show, babytoot's mom come back with dinner :)
yummy! finish eaeting jiu prepared & babytoot send me to amk le~

tmr got sch!
so sian!

babytoot, supermeal #25 :)

i love you.

muackz.

bbq :)

2009-06-06T23:58:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 1plus~
stay at home 1st~
then after that go ave8 pei him buy his top up card!
ard 4plus go back & go set fire & start to bbq~
until ard 5plus jy reach~
ard 6plus babytoot, chunyong, evelyn&zhiwei reached~
then awhile ltr chunyong, evelyn&zhiwei go eat dinner~
then mark reached & the 4 of us go sit at the table to eat & chat :)
after that the 3 of them come back then me, babytoot, jason & jy go off for awhile!
when we come back chunyong, mark, evelyn&zhiwei jiu go off le~
the 4 of us then sit down & continue to enjoy eating & chatting away~
ard 9plus we jiu stop & went to blk511 slack until 10plus jy went home~
& the other 2 of them pei me go back help my mom bring things up~
after that pei babytoot go wait for bus.
lastly, jason send me back & homed :)

babytoot, looking forward to tmr :)

i love you.

things are becoming better :)

bugis day :)

2009-06-06T01:27:00.007+08:00

today morning woke up at 8am when shuhui morning call me~
lols cos i last night 4plus am then slp~
prepared things then ask my uncle to send me to amk~
reach there meet up with them then go take bus to sch~
go for AFD then after that junhao go pool with the others while me & shuhui go for CMS~
lols today i quarrelled with the CMS teacher.
i really buay tahan her liao~
after that 12noon we go eat lunch then go pool all the way until 3pm~
then go for OFA de exams~
after that we jiu go junhao's house there slack~
they pei me slack while waiting for my babytoot!
babytoot last night say today wana meet me de~
but he went to play bball again~
so i waited for him until 7plus he haven finish~
so 3 of us decide to go out together :)
ard 8plus reached home prepared then jiu go out meet the 2 of them at bugis~
be4 that i told babytoot alr & he say he going meet me at there.
went to get 'somethings' :)
then faster go meet with babytoot & chunyong~
then the 5 of us go pool~
until 11plus then leave there~
junhao & shuhui go off together while i follow babytoot & chunyong~
went to mrt & the last mrt fly away liao~
so we go take bus to bishan~
from there i took cab home while babytoot went home~
reach home almost 1am~

babytoot, i love you.

dmn #1

2009-06-04T21:48:00.005+08:00

today standard, overslept =.-
reach sch & missed BEV =.-
went for CMS~
as i said the other time, i will make the teacher's life difficult~
today she fking to scold shuhui idiot~
lols i told her, " cher, cos of we idiot la, arbo why me come ite?"
lols, she dont wan reply me =.-
i make her class damn damn damn funny sia =.-
after CMS me go cafe 1 for lunch then jiu go to 5th floor wait for teacher to come~
AFD suppose to start at 12noon~
we reach there at ard 11.30am waited until 12.15pm we din see the teacher~
actually teacher alr in class & we din know =.-
went in class finish it at 1pm jiu go for BEV~
today de whole BEV i was busy using com playing mafia & reading ppl's blog :)
finish BEV we jus go out of sch to junhao house's there slack until at night ard 7plus~
during that period of time many things happen sia~
happy,sad, exciting & blah blah blah~
after that they pei me walk until the junction there & junhao send shuhui back while i go bus take bus25 to my house there~
from there i change to bus113 to kovan there help my mom run errands~
then jiu take bus62 back home~
reached home before 9pm today :)
good girl today :)
ps:din meet baby today :)

babytoot, i love you.

dmn #1 successful :)

a big thank you to the following for cheering me up :

Evelyn ; Shuhui ; JunHao ; JianYong ; Beng ; Adrian

; determination is my weakness.

2009-06-03T23:54:00.005+08:00

today morning overslept again~
i guess is becos this few days too tired le~
reach school late & means we missed LLA ~
then we jiu go down play pool~
i was so scare of the uncle~
so i kept calling & calling azri to come down find me~
ard 10.30am ++ we all go to lecture hall for CMS~
i make use of CMS de time to study for my BEV~
after CMS jiu go OFA use com to play awhile de mafia~
today OFA teacher very early jiu dismiss us le~
so after dismiss we go cafe1 eat~
eat full full jiu go cafe 2 find the rest to study together~
then until about time we jiu go for exam le~
today's paper if i can get C i think im happy enough le~
after paper we jiu go for nafa test le~
damn~ the 2.4 run is v.v.v tiring~
after that we rest awhile jiu go do 5 stations le~
by the time we complete & changed is ard 6plus liao~
left sch and i went to find babytoot at thomson cc there~
i pei him go amk there eat chicken rice~
after that we slacked a while at void deck to talk~
then he jiu pei me go bus stop wait for bus le~

babytoot, i love you.

determination is everything i need.

i believe in myself that i can.

lord, bring me to my angels with eu if i cant.

supermeal 24~

2009-06-03T00:24:00.003+08:00

today woke up at 7plus~
prepared then meet them at amk~
bought a cup of bubble tea then go take bus24~
finish sch & was late for less than 15mins~
go OFA for mini test~ lols~
after that go break~ damn!
when down to pool again =.-
sianz today i tried to use azri as a shield from the uncle~
but no use =.- sianz~ hais~
after that i faster go co-op shop with azri & guys for some 'shoppings'~
after that go back class for BEV~
ended the lesson & faster go AFD~
starting of the lesson mrs k jiu start to kp about those who never go ytd de CMS~
ytd class total should have 20 ppl~
only 6 went for it =.-
lols~
rest tio kan~
mrs k wan us to tell her the excuse for not going 1 by 1 =.-
no one dare to say anything~
lols~
when is my turn, i ask her " cher, eu do why we dont wan go her lesson not?"
waaa my this qns power sia~
she heard that & she start to " counsel " all of us =.-
lols i seems to be the only 1 who argue back~
but at the end of the day, i make up my mind le~
i WILL go for all CMS but make that idiot teacher's life diffcult!
lols~
after sch i st. go babytoot's house find him!
expect to study with him~
hais actually by now i should have know that i shouldnt expect anything at all~
i reached there use com a while then #24 then dinner jiu go home liao!
because he tell me he going timah study with his friends~

so i jiu go take bus back hougang~
go home changed then go shawn's house took my beer down~
go meet jasonliow & we finish up wad is left :)
after that i pei jason go dinner at 511~
then we go slack at playground with a can of red bull~
until ard 10plus he jiu send me back le~

freaking tired today!
how i wish i can dont go sch =.-
hais~

babytoot, i dont wana lose you too~

expectation always cause disappointment~

so i learned never to expect much

& thus i wont get hurt so much~

i learned to open & close 1 eye~

& hide my true feelings therefore,

i wont shed a single tear in front of eu.

becos i love you.

想回到过去~

2009-06-01T23:10:00.001+08:00

today morning woke up rather late~
reached there then go take bus~
on bus that time i morning call babytoot~
asked him abt having any plans today~
he said no =.-
so i told him if got plans must tell me~
then i went sch~
break at 11pm then we go pool~
at there got many things happen sia~
the pool uncle is fking pervert sia~
anyway we suppose to start lesson at 12pm then we ard 1 plus then go back~
even our chairperson, beng is with us :)
lucky we go back to class in time be4 mrs k came in to collect the temp form~
but our only betrayer in QF told mrs k abt it~
he damn shoot kia sia!
anyway we finished sch at ard 2plus~
i reach amk at ard 3plus~

i call babytoot but he told me he slping~
so i tot nvm i wait for him at amk with jh&sh until he wake up~
then he finally call me & told me he woke up~
so i told him i going find him then he say ho going play bball =.-
hais~wadever~
in between freaking long story la~

anyway i go his house find him~
pei him take 410 to thomson cc there i jiu go opp take 162 back to amk~
meet up with jh&sh slacked less than 15min jh jiu go home le~
but he went home, i gave him a very nice present with my long nails :)
after awhile he came back again to meet us to take his things~
when he came back he told us that when he go home he is scare to take out his shirt~
becos of my 'present' :) [ i took pics le but will upload again :) ]
he pei us slack a while more he jiu go off~
when he went off ard 15mins ltr me & sh go off also~
she go home while i go central meet junhua~
junhua then pei me back hougang~
i go home changed come down meet him go 511 meet wg&ly~
3 of them eat i watch =.-
after they finish we go hougang park there~
ly&wg go help my get my beer :)
they got 3 big cans =.-
i totally cannot finish la~
i drank half a can jiu stop le~
we slacked until at night then jiu go home le~
i left the half can there then brought the 2 cans to shawn's house~
i keep it with shawn 1st~
i pei shawn tok until ard 10.30pm then i go home~

babytoot, i love you :)

在这短短的两个月里我们都变了.

i felt that we are drifting more apart from each other.

我越来越觉得我们在一起的时间不多了.

i really cant afford to lose this relationship as it will make me less confident in bgr.

我希望时间可以倒流, 让我们回到过去.

pool & study day with babytoot!

2009-05-31T23:22:00.001+08:00

today woke up at 12plus~
eat at home then prepare things jiu set off to babytoot's place to meet him~
meet him under his house there the bus stop~
then took bus52 to timah for pool with chunyong~
reach there straight go pool until 6 plus jiu go mac study~
study awhile then had dinner~
today becos wan save money so i shared the meal with babytoot & ordered another double cheeseburger for myself :)
after dinner babytoot continue to study~
today i din really study, i was spending my time reading my storybook that i borrowed ytd~
i today finished it le :)
around 8plus we left there to take bus back to bishan~
babytoot pei me wait for bus165 after that he jiu go tabao & took bus home~
when i reach home i ask my sis go ask the electronic dictionary out then i bring down to pass jasonliow~
i then pei him go mall buy batteries then we go back to round table slack a while~
we chatted a lot of things, bout np, bout hougang sec & also bout the dinner during holidays for brothers&sisters~
i reached home at ard 10.30pm~

tmr sch again =.-
sianz~
so tired of sch due to the long jounery~

babytoot, i love you :)

missing eu so much :)

muackz~

i hope this time i can succeed :)

study day with babtytoot!

2009-05-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

today woke up at 12noon when babytoot msg me~
jus right i woke up few mins jiu received his msg le~
then go find things to eat at home~
cant find =.- so ask my maid to cook mee for me :P
i lazy to do it myself :)
after eating jiu go prepare things then jiu go babytoot's house find him~
reach there a while he jiu start to prepare & we left to mrt station~
took bus to change to bishan interchange & took mrt down to bugis~
meet up at chunyong at there then go street find vanessa & connie awhile~
then we jiu go national library to study~
find very long then finally found a spot to study =.-
but the place we found got no table =.-
so chunyong read his text, babytoot write notes using his file to support & i read storybook :)
the book got 20 chapters currently i alr done 10 le :)
i wan faster complete then go borrow again!
i felt like im almost back to the 'reading' me :)
good good i believe it will help my CMS de :)
anyway we studying until 7plus then go take mrt~
walked out of library & it was pouring rather heavily outside~
but we still managed to ran in the rain despite being slightly drenched :)

we went to take mrt to chinatown to meet babytoot's mom~
meet up le then we go find his mom's friend de hairdressing shop for babytoot to cut hair :)
finally he got his hair cut & his fringe gone :)
after that we go eat chicken rice together :)
yummy!
after eating jiu go take mrt le~
chunyong went back home~
then took mrt until dhoby then babytoot's mom change red line home~
me & babytoot take until hougang then go the round table there slack~
until ard 10.30pm then i went home~

tmr going out with babytoot~
but not sure go where yet~
gona save $ :)

babytoot~

when are we going back 'bugis' library ?

& i freaking love eur new hair cut :)

mauckz :)

babytoot was sad today :(

2009-05-29T23:01:00.002+08:00

today morning i was late again due to overslpt~
reach sch then go for pe~
after pe go pool until 10am go AFD~
today teacher told us our grades for the test liao~
i got an A :)
after AFD go for 1hour CMS then i tot of going off liao~
but we didnt, we went to pool again~
ard 1pm then we go take bus24 back~
had lunch at junhao's house there then after that we slack awhile~
until ard 5plus i jiu go off le cos meeting babytoot at hub :)
i go hub changed then pei him go arcade :)
after that we go down to mac for dinner then jiu go back hougang there slack le~
today babytoot very no mood :(
i spend much effort then manage to cheer him up :)
wahahahas~
after slacking at playground he jiu send me back home le :)
tmr going studying with babytoot!
i needa work very hard for my BEV to get my ideal GPA :)

babytoot, enjoy eur dj-ing earlier jus now?

dont think too much ok?

$$ things will be sorted out~

games stuff is not that important hor~

now eu must study extreme hard ok?

i gona study with eu

& together we strive hard for our future ok?

muackz, baby!

i love you tons~

i promise, i love you.

2009-05-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

today morning woke up at 5am to charge my mp3 & phone~
after preparing things i go lie a while on my bed~
gosh!? i felt aslp =.-
i was suppose to reach amk at 6.30 but i woke up at almost 7am =.-
hahas~
i faster rush out go amk~
today weitat got come sch sia =.-
anyway after that took bus reach sch & we missed our 1st lesson BEV!
thanks to.... ME :)
after that go for CMS less than 30mins jiu finish le~
go for lunch then go pool until AFD :)
went to class & do some cash book stuffs~
after that go for BEV again~
got back all the 3 class tests :(
i failed 2 :(
50/60
24/50
20/50
sadded*
after that i took bus to amk & pei junhao slacked for awhile~
cos babytoot was studying at amk with his friends then i dont wan disturb him~

at 1st intend to go his house for some wrestling videos de~
but babytoot say he maybe going play bball so i say i will pei him go~
after a while i call him he say he changing place to study =.-
i tot he changing place but will still be at amk~
so i go took bus~
board bus & he told me he at bishan studying =.-
sianz!
so i went to central meet up with levinia to take some things then i go take bus88 to find babytoot!
intend to meet him for a hug & i jiu go home de~
but....hais i still cant bear to do it ;(
i meet up with him for some time then he say wan send me to bus stop~
i dont wan de cos i really dont wan go home!
but he kept insisting~
hais i can see that his mood not good le~
so i let him pei me go bus stop~
through out the walk he was walking with both his hands in the pocket as if im invisible ;(
nvm lo~
i go ask him wads wrong with him he say nothing~
i felt so fed up that i shouted at him :(
[ sorry baby, that was my fault. i shouldnt have done that! duibuqi! ]
after that reach the overhead bridge then i told him that i will go over myself~
he dont wan ;( he say wan pei me wait for bus~
i was arguing with him half way & my bus came~
i told him that i dont wana board & he 'shouted' at me :(
[ baby i dont blame eu for that cos i know i deserved it :( ]
so ending i still board that bus back but i din go home~
i alighted at amk to meet up with jasonlim~
meet him for less than 10mins he tell me he going off le~
so i go find shuhui & her friend, amelia at k-pool~
watch them play pool awhile then shuhui jiu go off while amelia go cab home~
she longbang me cab till serangoon to change bus165~
i took bus & meet up with jasonliow at standard place~
a while ltr we walk over to 511 there buy chicken wings & slacked~
johnson came then we 3 walk to ave 8 there meet with jy & shawn~
reached then jasonliow&jy go slack themselves while me,johnson & shawn go coffeeshop cos shawn wan eat dinner!
after he finish we stay there to chat awhile jiu go off le~
shawn help me take my bag & i took his!
gosh! his bag was damn damn damn freaking heavy la!
johnson went home while me & shawn go 504 there de fitness corner slack a while & tok abt our stories :)
after chatted we went home~
i all the way carried his bag & i walk like a tortoise with a heavy shell =.-
reached home at ard 11pm~

tmr babytoot going arcade~
im going along too!

babytoot, sorry for today :(

aiyo i really think i wan die liao la~

hard to control myself from all those f*ing attitudes~

i wan change, i promise~

i will do it :)

muackz!

mood swings~

2009-05-27T23:05:00.002+08:00

today morning as usual, reached sch late~
suppose to reach by 8am, we reached at 9plus =.-
LLA at 6th floor & we took the stairs =.-
when reached classroom, 3 of us are like panting like siaokias~
hahas!
after LLA we go pool-ing with ben they all!
today i 'tattooed' ben's hand :) with my nails :)
forgot to took a pic of it~
anyway it is nice :) red & swollen -.<
after pool-ing we all jiu go for CMS lecture le~
i was listening song about lecture =.-
after that go for OFA & i was surfing the net~
then after OFA we went for lunch :)
yummy!
after lunch is our last lesson of the day, AFD :)
after dismissal we took bus24 back to amk!
i meet up with my dearest babytoot!
pei him go arcade :)
watch him play after that we went down took bus165 to mall~
bought a pen there then we stay ard shop shop~
until~~~
i finally found wad i wana find :)
something to do with babytoot's birthday present :)
yeappie!
then babytoot says he wana go home le :(
sadded~
so i called jason liow & told him that i meet him for awhile!
i pei babytoot go wait for his bus then i go find jason~
meet him with him then we go over to hougang park there meet jy~
a while ltr wg, liang & another friend of theirs come along too!
sit down & chatted until 10pm then me,jason & jy went off 1st!
we went to 7-11 buy somethings jiu go home le~

tmr dont know going to meet my babytoot not :(
i miss him so much!
gosh?! im like a piece of chewing gum to him!
im that irritating~
arrghhx!

babytoot, i miss eu!

muackz!

im like such a irriating idiot!

i dont know wad the fuck i wan in my life!

i jus fucking pissed off with everything i done!

i fucking hate myself to the core!

i need pain to let me know im alive!

i need alcohol to keep myself calm!

i need my babytoot to stay alive!

i need my angels to guide my route in life!

*venting my fucking anger*

supermeal #23

2009-05-26T23:25:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up prepared then meet them at amk~
i was last to reach =.-
anyway i din slp on the bus =.-
when alight.... GOSH!
i felt like my whole body like soft soft like that~
felt so tired but yet dont wana slp~
felt like got no energy at all =.-
i intend to skip AFD & Care de=.-
but end up those lessons were cancelled :)
so today we ended sch at 2pm :)
pei them took bus back & slacked for 30mins at junhao's house there~
i jiu go take 162 to babytoot's place~

reach his place then he kept showing me funny funny de wrestling videos :)
i laugh like siaokia :)
after which we had our supermeal then dinner~
then ard 9plus babytoot jiu send me to amk~
i took bus165 home from there while babytoot went to the arcade~

tmr got no plans yet~
currently jus wana slpslpslp!
im so freaking tired!

babytoot, finally #23 :)

i love you & misses eu :)

muackz

monday again~ sianz!

2009-05-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

today woke up late~
i was late for ard 20mins but yet im the 1st to reach~
lols~
reach class 20mins late~
do test im the 1st to finish~
done test jiu can go liao~
then after that suppose to be AFD 2hours~
teacher cancelled lesson =.-
mean total we got 3hours break time =.-
so more than half the QF went out of sch together :)
took a bus to tamp inter for breakfast then from there walk to safra~
at there some play pool some play bowling~
even got ppl play darts ~
anyway ard 12noon we all jiu left there back to sch le~
go back sch for OFA & then CMS jiu dismiss le~

took bus24 back to amk meet babytoot~
today becos he need to do his things so din manage to fetch me~
i met up with him then we went to kfc do homework :)
until 7plus we walk back to hub meet babytoot's mother & aunt at the hello shop for some enquires abt phone~
after which we went to fair price to buy a house phone~
then i jiu go over to pepper lunch to meet levinia for awhile~
babytoot then pei his mother & aunt to shop ard~
then less than 15mins i meet them back at the S11 for chicken rice!
then jiu home sweet home le :)

tmr babytoot need to go sch :)
i miss him tons~
how i wish i can be with him 24/7 :)

babytoot, is ok that eu dont come fetch me la~

cos i know is inconvenient for eu~

i dont blame eu la :)

i miss eu so much!

mauckz!

bugis day with my precious babytoot :)

2009-05-24T23:45:00.004+08:00

today woke up at ard 11plus~
suppose to go babytoot's house de but i lazy~
so i wait for him to call me~
then i wait until 3plus i buay tahan then i call him~
he said he alr on his way to bugis le :'(
SADDED!
hais so i threw my princess tantrums again~
i shouted at him & then kup his call :(
after that i prepared things & went down to bugis without telling him~
i went street to find connie & vanessa~
hang ard for awhile babytoot & chunyong jiu come le~
lols this time his face dont have the kinda 'shock' expression~
anyway i gave him a big hug & apologized for my attitude earlier on~
he din blame me at all :)
after that we jiu hang ard chatting & stuff until 5plus 6plus then me, babytoot, chunyong & connie went down to kfc for dinner :)
yummy~
after dinner go back again~
today babytoot bought me a top from connie's shop :)
not really exposing la~
jus right only :)
ard 9plus we jiu go off le~
went to take mrt back to hougang ;)
reach home at ard 10plus almost 11pm :)
tmr got sch!
sianz!
but babytoot is going to fetch me back from sch :)

babytoot, muackies for the top eu bought me~

i love you :)

mauckz :)

town day with babytoot!

2009-05-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

today morning auto woke up at 10plus due to nightmare~
lols~
woke up prepared things & my granduncle send me to babytoot's house~
by then i reach he alr at plaza sing liao~
so i slacked a while under his blk then i took bus162 to plaza sing find alan & lai while babytoot go parklane for arcade~
i pei alan & lai chatted for ard 1hr plus then babytoot came with chunyong to fetch me~
after which we shopped ard at plaza sing~
babytoot bought his batman keychain!
damn, i intend to buy it for his birthday de~
but nevermind, i have more things to surprise him on that day :)
anyway after that we walked to centrepoint find babytoot's mom for a lil while jiu go over to heeran de mac eat :)
by the time we reach mac, it was alr 5plus le~
i whole day since wake up haven eat!
so fast ask babytoot to go buy for me mcspicy!
after eating we jiu start studying le~
study until ard 8pm plus we jiu pack up & left for cineleisure~
shopped & bought anything while waiting for babytoot's friend to come~
then ard 9plus babytoot & me jiu go mrt while chunyong & his friend go off themselves~

we reached hougang at ard 10pm plus~
bought bubble tea & slacked awhile before babytoot send me home :)

tmr going meet babytoot again!
i miss him!

babytoot, i know im silly to wait for eu~

but i jus simply enjoy the excitement of seeing you :)

i love you :)

tired morning, bored afternoon, sweet night :)

2009-05-22T23:44:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up & prepared~
meet up with them & took bus24 to sch~
reached sch jiu go to pe~
ran 2 rounds of the track then do 5 inclined pull ups then jiu end le~
when to toilet to change & tidy myself up again~
after which jiu go for AFD liao~
after AFD st. go CMS & 30mins only teacher dismiss us we jiu go take bus24 back to amk~
met up with babytoot & zhiwei at amk then i pei them walk until mrt there cos they going for pool at yishun,
i din tag along beocs that is their cca =.-
so i jiu go take bus home le~
reach home then rest & bathed,
prepared jiu go down meet jasonlim~
watch him eat then after that we jiu go void deck slacked & chatted while waiting for my babytoot to come fetch me!

babytoot came all the way from yishun to hougang to fetch me back to amk =.-
hahas~
though is wasting time for him but for my sake still still did it :)
reach amk jiu pei babytoot go arcade watch him play his football game~
dont know play until when then we jiu go down for chicken rice!
for god sake, that plate of chicken rice is my breakfast+lunch+dinner+supper!
after that go hub walk walk~
saw a mini fan in minitoon~
thats is my aim le~
gona buy that soon :) becos my damn sch is freaking hot! even it says,"fully air condition"!
the temp is as if 30 degree like that lor~
can sweat de =.-
anyway after some window shopping we went back arcade~
i watch him play again after that jiu go down walk walk again~

today i asked babytoot to help my buy tampons!
he dont wan =(
actually i din mean to ask him buy de i jus wana test him see whether he dare buy not~
end up he dont dare jus becos he scare paiseh~
lols =.-
so i bought it myself then we jiu go wait for bus165 back hougang le~
today babytoot send me home !!
hahas :)
before going up, we go play with the meowmeows under my blk :)
naughty babytoot go scare my white meowmeow away!
anyway he send me up he jiu go take bus165 again back to amk~
i expect him to go there change bus home de but he went arcade AGAIN!
i din angry la jiu that he din tell me =.-
but he ard 12mid jiu go take bus home liao~

tmr i dont know wana go to jasmine bday not~
im so tired!
& wana slp until afternoon,
but i also need to go meet babytoot to study!
my BEV exams is coming!!
gosh gosh gosh i dont even know a single thing abt it!
gona be study time for me liao~

babytoot, i today is happy enough to keep eu companied~

dont worry abt me being bored or wad~

is i willing to pei eu de ma :)

even if i kpkb jus ignore me,

becos im jus trying to irriate eu :)

hahas~

i miss eu!

mauckz babytoot!

AFD exam day!!

2009-05-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

today woke up early~
slpt on bus 24 when going sch~
reach sch go for class but today teacher nvr teach cos give us time to study our AFD~
after that we went to eat then go for CMS~
reach classroom not even 10mins teacher dismiss us le =.-
then 11am jiu test le~
today's test is ok la~
only got a bit dont know how to do~
the rest ok~
but most ppl do 10 T a/cs~
i only do 4 T a/cs =.-
i scare i wrong sia~
anyway, after that is break time =.-
after break we go back for BEV then jiu finish sch le~
went to took bus24 back to amk~

babytoot was alr at arcade, waiting for me to go find him~
when reached central, meet up with him we jiu go take bus to his place~
slacked & used com~
played ard until i fell & my head hit babytoot's table!
OUCH!?!?!
it din hurt much la~
jus that when i hit it i jus stunted for a moment only~
after that jiu ok liao~
at 1st not pain de~
then slowly jiu pain liao!
lols.
after that babytoot help me made cup noodle as a make up for the fall i had~
hahas!
actually i dont blame him la~
not really his fault ;)
after eating we prepared jiu go down take bus to thomson cc there find his friend.
they played bball while i sit at a corner playing psp~
but very soon it started to rain =.-
so they stopped playing then we go into the shelter for a while~
chatted & played awhile & the rain jiu stopped then they jiu continue go back play =.-
after playing ard 7plus we jiu go opp bus stop take 130 to amk~
reach amk then babytoot go arcade for a while & i waited outside for him~
then he come out we jiu go down to mac le~
babytoot had mc spicy while i only drink coke & eat fries becos im still full from the cup noodles~
after that he jiu send me to bus stop pei me wait for my bus~
then he jiu go back arcade le ;(

today cramped the whole day~
feeling so irritated!

babytoot, today is not eur fault la~

dont have to apologise to me la~

is i ownself playful ma :P

although got blue black,

but nvm :) eu still love me can liao :)

i love you baby!

muackz!!

extreme tired day!!!

2009-05-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

today morning overslept~
i was late for more than 30mins =.-
reach sch late also but teacher nvr mark us late :)
then 1st lesson is LLA =.-
asked us to write resume =.-
i wrote & most of my details i wrote false de =.-
anyway, after that we went to eat :)
then go to lecture hall for CMS~
after CMS we went for OFA~
then finish le, we jiu stay at 3rd floor there do homework until next lesson which is AFD!
today AFD got test~
i got freaking lot of mistakes!
then after AFD we jiu go take bus liao!
i meet babytoot at central!

by the time i reached, he also reached there~
meet up with him then go take bus to his place~
slacked & used com at his place~
today dinner is again babytoot prepared de~
yummy~
after eating we jiu prepared & babytoot send me to amk take bus :)

tmr is AFD exam liao!
scare scare!
i wan score A !!

babytoot, i miss eu so much~

i love you!

3rd mth anni is 26days time!

muackz!!

sadded :(

2009-05-19T23:40:00.002+08:00

today morning woke up at 7.30++
i tot i was gona late~
who knows that the other 2 were even later than me =.-
reach sch & we skippeed OFA~
suay ar!
took the same lift as our CA but she din notice us~
lols~
after that we go BEV then AFD until almost 5pm jiu dismiss le~
got back my test today :(
i got 39.5/45 :( 88% only!
sadded :(
got 5th in class :(
after sch we took bus24 back to amk~

i alighted at central & i kept calling babytoot but he din ans!
i tot he still in arcade~
cos earlier on when finish sch i called him he say at arcade then i angry jiu shouted at him the kup the call!
i regretted immediately but i din call back ;(
then reach central i kept calling still din ans~
hais~
i sat at a shelter for 30mins & kept calling~
he finally ans after that & told me he not at arcade liao!
he went to play bball at thomson cc :(
i was depressed :(
i talk to him on the phone till my tears rolled down my cheeks :(
hais~
nvm, so i took 162 & meet him at his place~
went up slacked & chatted then dinner jiu go home le~
ard 10.50pm go down take cab!
reached home at 11.10pm!

tmr going sch early :(
tired!!
going slp real soon!

babytoot, im sorry for today!

i know is my fault!

but my mood was not so good ;(

i love you!

mauckz!

im excited :)

2009-05-18T23:59:00.004+08:00

today woke up at 5.30am~
tired~
prepared, went out meet up, take bus 24 to sch~
reach sch, BEV :)
after that AFD, got test!
hais~
disappointed with wad i had done during the test today!
after that break, OFA & i got fking irriated by the fking cher also~
damn it so i skipped CMS & took bus back to amk~
slacked at junhao house there until 5plus jiu go find babytoot!
slacked at his place until at night 8plus then jiu go down take bus le~
today babytoot send me to amk to wait for bus165~
BECOS, he wana go arcade after that~
not becos he so good send me back~
anyway today at bus stop while waiting for bus165,
i accidentally did a very gruesome & heartbroken thing!
hais~
i reached home at 9.45pm!

babytoot, i miss eu badly!

dear snail,

rest in peace.

may my lil angels,

keep eu companied.

i simply love my babytoot!

2009-05-17T23:08:00.002+08:00

last night i 2.45am then slp today morning auto 9.45am woke up =.-
i dont know why also~
i tired to slp back but cannot le =.-
then i jiu wake up & used com~
until ard 1plus i go bath~
when i come out babytoot to call me le~
so i prepared things & took cab to babytoot's house downstairs.
on the cab that time i msged babytoot~

gong : when i reach i msg eu again then eu come down lo.
toot : baby... u come up my house awhile... :)
gong : why lei ?
toot : let eu know ltr... :)
gong : aiyo. why so secretive?
toot : :)
gong : aiyo. eur mom at home?
toot : all go out le...
gong : okok. eu better dont scare me or wad hor!
toot : okok... :)
gong : really cannot tell me now ar ?
toot : nope... :)

hmm~
so i good girl, when i reach i jiu go up find him lor~
then he told me to sit on his com chair & close my eyes~
hmm i was so excited =)
then he ask me open my eyes &&&&.....
he bought me a new bagbag ;)
gosh!
i was happy but yet regretted for throwing tantrums at him ytd ;(
i gave him a big hug & said i love you ;)
mauckz babytoot!

after that we jiu go down take 162 to united sq then also walked to novena sq~
we then jiu take mrt to bugis~
had BK there ;)
yummy i ate the onion rings only cos im full~
after that jiu go up find vanassa & connie~
chatted awhile me & babytoot jiu go to the new shopping mall walk walk~
there the air con is power sia~
how i wish my sch got half of it jiu hao le~
we went to the arcade walk walk jiu go back find the babes liao~
chatted until 9.30pm we jiu go take mrt back to hougang le~
be4 home, we went swinging again ;)

tmr got sch sia~
sianz~
had to wait very long b4 i can see my babytoot!

babytoot, i love you loads!

thanks for the surprise earlier in the afternoon!

muackz!

i miss eu tons ;)

15may : 2nd mth anni ; 16may : depressed!

2009-05-16T23:03:00.002+08:00

15may :

it was me & babytoot's anni !!!
morning as usual go sch got back my test!
& i was damn angry & disappointed =(
i got 65.5 /66 this time =(
99% short of half mark only lei!!!!!
hais~
class highest is full mark =(
& got another person same marks as me =(
i was sadded sia =(
anyway after that i pei shuhui & junhao go junhao's house there eat!
then i jiu go babytoot's house!

when i reach there he was slping!!
so i asked his mom help me open door~
after that i din wake him up i go use his com~
after awhile his phone rang~
his phone is in his hand while he slp!
i tried to go take his phone but too late!
he woke up & ans his phone!
then he turned his head saw me & he eyes almost is dropping out!
hahas~
so funny la~
anyway i let him slp a while more & i woke him up at around 3.15pm~
prepared things jiu go junhao's house there meet them again!
we took bus 133 to bugis!
went there play pool!
this is my 3rd time playing only!
i was so lousy!
hahas~
anyway after that we go junction there eat!
shuhui they all wan eat long john but i dont like!
so we ate seperately!
me & babytoot had kfc while the 2 of them had long john!
then after dinner we met up again to go shopping at bugis street!
end up we split up again!
me & babytoot go find vanessa & connie~
while the 2 go shop themselves~
after that we never meet up le cos ard 9plus me & babytoot jiu go off le~
we took mrt back to hougang & slacked at the swing there =)
played swing & chatted until ard 11.30pm then i pei babytoot wait for cab i jiu go home le~

babytoot, today is our 2nd mth anni!

i know we will last forever le =)

i love you!

mauckz!

16may :

last night i slpt at 12.30am~
today i woke up at 1.30pm!
i slpt for 13hours!!
hahas~
then i woke up & called babytoot then he told m he meeting chunyong to town ;(
i was totally sadded!
ytd he even asked me where i wana go today de~
expected to see him de!
but then hais~
then he said that at night he will come meet me!
so i ard 3plus i meet jy& jason out~
wg say wan come butstill dua me!
jy dua me also last min dont wan come~
so i meet jason myself!
then we slacked at 511 & chatted until plus he pei me go mrt there do my ite card!
then he jiu go home le~
i also went home!
i at ard 7 suddenly tot of going find babytoot at town~
so i called he but he din ans~
& i msged him ask him whether can i go find him not~
he very long then reply say will call me back ltr!
wtf ?!
i was so angry end up i din go find him!
then ard 8.30pm i go shawn's house find him!
i irriated him while he do his homework until 10plus we go ave 8~
i pei him go eat his dinner~
after that we go the 502 there de fitness corner slacked until 11plus then go home~

babytoot, im sorry that i threw tantrums again!

i not angry with eu la!

cos is not eur fault!

hais~

jus that i miss eu =(

i love you!

supermeal #22

2009-05-14T23:01:00.002+08:00

today morning 3 of us as usual meet up take bus 24~
reach sch at ard 8.30am~
1st lesson was BEV~
actually dont wan go de but called beng & he told us that cher din lock door~
so we jiu go lor =(
go up done our presentation then 3 of us jiu go cafe 1 to eat liao~
after that go CMS & i felt aslp in class =.-
then break again after that jiu AFD~
today test again =.-
finished & check my every single ans le~
hopefully can score full marks ;)
then last lesson is 1hr de BEV again~
we skip it~
together with weitat & adrian we took bus24 back~
btw today is adrian's birthday!
anyway i alight with junhao & i change bus162 to find babytoot!

reach babytoot's place & had my dinner there ;)
today dinner best!
me & babytoot ate 2 bowl of rice each ;)
cos i had my breakfast cum lunch at 10am plus & since then i haven eat until 5pm plus ma~
after dinner i use com while babytoot fell aslp!
i use com to watch my 終極三國 ;)
then at night ard 10.30pm babytoot send me down to wait for cab!

babytoot, im sorry for my crazy temper today!

hais~

supermeal #22 ;)

i truly love you & hope eu too ;)

tmr is our 2 mths anni le ;)

i miss eu!

12-may ; supermeal #20 & 13-may ; supermeal #21

2009-05-13T22:58:00.002+08:00

12 may :

morning go sch reach at 10.30am =.-
after OFA jiu break, had lunch then back to class for BEV =.-
after that 2hours AFD =.-

after sch i go take bus with them again~
back to amk there i alight with junhao & he pei me go opp bus stop wait for 162~
i took 162 to thomson cc there find babytoot~
i from the bus stop where i alight i can see babytoot~
so i stand there like a statue for ard 15mins looking at him playing basketball~
then after that he rest awhile that time he called me then i tell him i reach le~
but i din tell him where am i~
then i slowly walk nearer & he finally saw me =)
i reach there at ard 6.50pm i waited for him until ard 8pm then we go off =.-
through out i was standing & watching him play & feeding insects with my precious blood =(
go his house then we slacked & chatted until ard 10pm then he send me down to take cab ;)

babytoot, i told eu i dont mind waiting for eu ;)

though i did complain again ;P

supermeal 20!

i love you la!

13 may :

morning meet them go sch~

i was extreme hungry & wanted to eat mac be4 go sch de~

but they dont wan =.-

so we went sch had our LLA then early dismiss we jiu faster walk to cafe~

be4 reaching cafe, beng manage to physco us all to go play pool =.-

when we are there, we still manage to get a challenger table~

junhao vs beng = winner junhao

junhao vs shuhui = winner shuhui

shuhui vs beng = winner shuhui

shuhui vs wilson = winner shuhui AGAIN!

hahas~ after the 2nd match actually shuhui wan me play with her~

but i damn lousy so i dont wan ps then i nvr play =)

after that we go eat =.-

then go lecture & OFA & we break again~

go down see weitat play pool =.-

sianz~sianz~sianz~

then go for AFD & we got our test paper back le~

fuck!

i only got 53.5/60

dulan sia~

highest in class 59/60 lei~

fk sia i damn fking angry!

i got 3 marks flying due to careless =(

1 mark fly due to theory =(

the other 2.5marks i dont know where =.-

anyway i was so fking angry that i started to kpkb through out until i reach busstop!

when board bus i jiu start to count my marks again all the way through out more than half of the journey~

after that we all alight at junhao house there to eat 1st~

then we pei me wait for bus to babytoot's house~

gosh i forgot to tell babytoo that i went to eat~

blur babytoot purposely waited for me to start dinner with him ;(

though i eaten & was full i still give face wor ;)

i pei him eat ;)

after that slacked & watch tv together ;)

ard 10.30pm he send me down to take cab ;)

babytoot, supermeal 21!

naughty baby ;)

but i still love you!